I don’t know what to do. No one is helping me. My #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder #CPTSD are interfering with my ability to process, make decision, and remember information. I am #Homeless and #Disabled
I am supposed to be receiving services.
I feel like I’m in shock. I do not have the resources to navigate this.
I need help. Not “file a grievance we will respond within 21 days help.” I need concrete, competent, real help.
I feel crazy. I don’t know what to do.
I contacted several people today who should be able to do something and they either treated me like I was irrational or I got the fun silence of “idk wtf to do, hopefully she contacted someone else so I don’t have to deal with it.” I feel like my entire team of professionals has abandoned me when I need it most. I don’t understand how this is real.
I cannot move, I cannot think, I cannot eat, and I haven’t been able to stop shaking.
I’m tired of explaining to crisis workers why going to the hospital and lying about my symptoms (specially- telling them I’m suicidal when I’m not) is not an appropriate or acceptable suggestion to me getting help because that is dangerous. I cannot keep explaining why going to the shelters in this area are not viable options for me due to my #Agoraphobia #ChronicMigraines and #PanicAttacks
I’m just supposed to accept this because there aren’t resources.