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I am not in a good place.People around me,they withhold and munipulate me,alot,its everywhere.They deny it,project it on to me and I'm the punching bag,for unkind judgments and assumptions.Im hurt and it is no longer beneficial for me to keep these relationships.Im learning why I have my unresolved trauma,where I have to dissociate and why.I never imagined my body would physically say enough and in order to keep a life at all,I have to save myself from all of it.im no longer compromising my self for this anymore.I've known,for months,its been a game to see how my memories are maybe?I, can sleep at night.I care too much about myself now.I do not have to answer to any relationship that treats me this way,at all.I will keep being called names,delusional,oversensitive,
many worste things behind my back. I've always known,sad,that life can be taken away fast,it doesn't change some people,at all.it is what others can get.im done apologizing for being sick.im done explaining how Im doing or what Im going to do.Im not there.im still stuck accepting all of it.If anyone knew,they'd know,its the worste thing you can do to me,ignore,
repress,munipulate and lie about me and our life.