They say when life gives you lemons make lemonade. But if life doesn't give you water and sugar. Than good luck drinking the lemon juice. But the thing is the sugar and water comes from you. It's the way that you handle any given situation. Can you rise above the pain or lose your self in the misery? Do you ever see the good times or only the pain? Do past traumas and pain over shadow everything else in your life? I can say I am one that loses my self in the lemons. A lot of time I can see the sugar and water. Somedays are better then others. I'm a work in progress growing and changing everyday. I'm someone that have my dark (very dark at times) times. But I also have my light. Sometimes I wish that the dark never came around. Though truth be told as bad as some of those lemons where. They are what made me me. So let the lemons keep coming. My mental health may be on a shaky cracked platform but everyday it is healing in one way or another.