Mania

There was this girl in my middle school who was suppose to be my friend and she was always nice to my face and I caught her flirting with the guy I had a crush on. Few years later in the future, she is following Kim Kardashian and she has butt implants/lip injections. What a horrible example these sluts give to humanity. #CheckInWithMe #CheerMeOn #Disability #MentalHealth #BipolarDepression #Bipolar2 #Bipolar1 #BipolarDisorder #Psychosis #ADHD #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Schizophrenia #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder #PostTraumaticStressDisorder #PTSD #Suicide #Selfharm #TraumaticBrainInjury #Trauma #Anxiety #Manic #PanicAttacks #PanicDisorder #PanicAttack

There was this girl in my middle school who was suppose to be my friend and she was always nice to my face and I caught her flirting with the guy I had a crush on. Few years later in the future, she is following Kim Kardashian and she has butt implants/lip injections. What a horrible example these sluts give to humanity. #CheckInWithMe #CheerMeOn #Disability #MentalHealth #BipolarDepression #Bipolar2 #Bipolar1 #BipolarDisorder #Psychosis #ADHD #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Schizophrenia #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder #PostTraumaticStressDisorder #PTSD #Suicide #Selfharm #TraumaticBrainInjury #Trauma #Anxiety #Manic #PanicAttacks #PanicDisorder #PanicAttack

So like I remember this one girl that was working at the center I was in who was really friendly. She told me to make a wish and it will come true. I think it might actually be coming true but to be honest I should have made a better wish because my life right now is like I am barely living. It would mean the absolute world to me if I got more wishes that can be granted so I can live a more happy fulfilling life. I have always been a spiritual person and I really need so many more wishes to come true. I hope I do get more wishes from someone that will be granted. I am not telling ya’ll what I wished for haha #CheckInWithMe #Disability #MentalHealth #Depression #MajorDepressiveDisorder #Mania #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Schizophrenia #Psychosis #Bipolar2 #BipolarDepression #BipolarDisorder #Anxiety #PTSD #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder #PostTraumaticStressDisorder #Selfharm #PostpartumDisorders #SuicidalIdeation #SuicidalThoughts #Suicide #ChronicIllness #ADHD #Addiction #Autism #AutismSpectrumDisorder #AnorexiaNervosa #BingeEatingDisorder #AspergersSyndrome #AnkylosingSpondylitis #ChronicFatigueSyndrome #Arthritis #Cancer #BreastCancer #Caregiving #CerebralPalsy #CrohnsDisease #EhlersDanlosSyndrome #Endometriosis #Epilepsy #Dysautonomia #Grief #Stroke #WarmWishes #MightyTogether #ChronicInflammatoryDemyelinatingPolyneuropathy #Fibromyalgia #Gastroparesis #Loneliness #CongenitalHeartDefectDisease #ChiariMalformation #FunctionalNeurologicalDisorder

I wish I can function like a normal person and not need to live off of pills everyday. It would be a miracle if I didn’t need to take medications and can live life like a normal person not having to medicate myself each day. My medications that I am on for my mental illness have side effects and it sucks. I don’t want to take it but I have to do because I can’t be stable without it. Hopefully one day soon that changes miraculously and I won’t ever take back any pills ever again.
#MentalHealth #CheckInWithMe #Disability #BipolarDepression #BipolarDisorder #Depression #ChronicIllness #Psychosis #Anxiety #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Schizophrenia #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder #Trauma #Suicide #SuicidalThoughts #PTSD #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder #MoodDisorders #Autism #AutismSpectrumDisorder #SensoryProcessingDisorder #SocialAnxiety #Manic #Mania #ManicEpisodes

I wish I can function like a normal person and not need to live off of pills everyday. It would be a miracle if I didn’t need to take medications and can live life like a normal person not having to medicate myself each day. My medications that I am on for my mental illness have side effects and it sucks. I don’t want to take it but I have to do because I can’t be stable without it. Hopefully one day soon that changes miraculously and I won’t ever take back any pills ever again.
#MentalHealth #CheckInWithMe #Disability #BipolarDepression #BipolarDisorder #Depression #ChronicIllness #Psychosis #Anxiety #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Schizophrenia #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder #Trauma #Suicide #SuicidalThoughts #PTSD #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder #MoodDisorders #Autism #AutismSpectrumDisorder #SensoryProcessingDisorder #SocialAnxiety #Manic #Mania #ManicEpisodes

I wish I can function like a normal person and not need to live off of pills everyday. It would be a miracle if I didn’t need to take medications and can live life like a normal person not having to medicate myself each day. My medications that I am on for my mental illness have side effects and it sucks. I don’t want to take it but I have to do because I can’t be stable without it. Hopefully one day soon that changes miraculously and I won’t ever take back any pills ever again.
#MentalHealth #CheckInWithMe #Disability #BipolarDepression #BipolarDisorder #Depression #ChronicIllness #Psychosis #Anxiety #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Schizophrenia #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder #Trauma #Suicide #SuicidalThoughts #PTSD #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder #MoodDisorders #Autism #AutismSpectrumDisorder #SensoryProcessingDisorder #SocialAnxiety #Manic #Mania #ManicEpisodes

Hello, I had my first heavy manic/depressive episode in January that landed me in a mental health facility. Since then, I have been on medication that I take at the same time every morning with breakfast. However, I still get anxious about it. It's not that I fear going back to the hospital, I fear going manic and being in danger and getting hurt before I can get help. Bipolar disorder does run on both sides of my family, so I do have family members like my dad and grandmother to talk to about it. But I find I tend to get anxious in the mornings even when I've slept well because I worry if today is the day I swing back and land myself in danger (I live in an apartment with two roommates who were mostly absent when the episode happened, but knew I was in the hospital). How do you guys cope with the fear of mania or even depression?

Honestly I feel like giving up on God and just keep going to the mental hospital constantly. I hate the way God made me. I have really bad mental health issues and probably don’t even have the brightest future ahead unless if I have a lucky star. I spent most of my years in and out of mental hospitals. I barely lived life and sometimes I don’t care if I die because I am not living a life I want and I feel miserable #MentalHealth #Anxiety #ADHD #AnorexiaNervosa #Bipolar2 #Bipolar1 #BipolarDepression #BipolarDisorder #CheckInWithMe #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Schizophrenia #Psychosis #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder #PTSD #Trauma #SuicidalIdeation #SuicidalThoughts #Selfharm #Autism #Addiction #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Manic #Grief #Diabetes #DiabetesType1 #DiabetesType2 #MajorDepressiveDisorder #EatingDisorders

Honestly I feel like giving up on God and just keep going to the mental hospital constantly. I hate the way God made me. I have really bad mental health issues and probably don’t even have the brightest future ahead unless if I have a lucky star. I spent most of my years in and out of mental hospitals. I barely lived life and sometimes I don’t care if I die because I am not living a life I want and I feel miserable #MentalHealth #Anxiety #ADHD #AnorexiaNervosa #Bipolar2 #Bipolar1 #BipolarDepression #BipolarDisorder #CheckInWithMe #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Schizophrenia #Psychosis #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder #PTSD #Trauma #SuicidalIdeation #SuicidalThoughts #Selfharm #Autism #Addiction #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Manic #Grief #Diabetes #DiabetesType1 #DiabetesType2 #MajorDepressiveDisorder #EatingDisorders