Series to feel something #CPTSD #DBT #CBT #Netflix
I started a new series and It sparked some major tears, reflection and https://hope.The big C.Wow, I felt a mirror in her reaction to a https://diagnosis.And Im not comparing https://Cancer.I don't have a timeline, prognossis timeline or https://date.AVMs are rare and no two are https://alike.Same with genetic markers and https://abnormalities.I take solice in https://that.What if's.What if, I'll be fine, what if I thrive, what if I can rebound everytime? I lived in dred, fear, delirium, hypostate and failure to https://thrive.I try to give time to heal and each time, is https://different.There will be a day, I no longer visit, check in, monitor, but for now, my day to day, is still a https://struggle.I tell myself go and nothing https://happens.The struggle with that is https://mindblowing.I can sit and
wonder for hours, to no end, if I let https://it.I wasn't like this before, tired, all the https://time.I haven't had the opportunity to know, what relaxed is, safe, https://permanent.Living from room to room, unpacked then packed, it is https://surviving.I know now, https://why.I only felt secure, with living, when I was https://pregnant.I believe the hormones calmed https://me.I will feel it again, life, without the fear of https://dying.We all do.at anytime, so enjoy it.










