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I’ve made mistakes, mostly like accepting my current job. Thankfully this job helped me realize my want to better myself and start to look at something within my field, however my mom will not let me live down or forget my past and it’s maddening. I had an issue spending money, accidentally spent too much, I’m better. What’s super frustrating is she supports my younger sister in her job struggled and want to quite but shuts me down. She constantly trying to give me reasons to fail and why I won’t make it xyz. I love my mom I’m just beyond frustrated with her constant need to tear me down.

Just wanted to get this off my chest, it’s been bugging me for a while and the passing one of my aunts has made me reevaluate a lot of stuff and one thing is turning my fear of failing into fear of not trying. Thanks for reading.

#CheckInWithMe #sad #anx #ChronicDepression #Depression #stuck

I saw my extrovert friend.I wonder how smooth he is with everyone.He knows many people.His status made me feel little nervous.I am afraid how i am gonna learn.
#sad #anx #order #bipolardisorder #dep #mighty

I waked up with negative thoughts that trigered my anxiety. I'm irritable. Sometimes i think to myself "what a nightmare this family". Im a procratinator and is a issue so un confortable. I think in this fix for My house un My writings, but i let everything in The waiting room. Well, part o My mind.

#toxicrelationship #sad #anx ##ptsd # #Depr

Does anyone get anxious, and upset at te same time with everything. That. Puts you in a bad mood... it affects you and your surroundings.. smh God please help me...

my am I so hard on myself. when I am in a group discussion.. I feel a bit anxious to talk and sometimes get angry or sad to that no one is asking me anything or talking to me.. and this happens in one to one conversation too. but when the other person takes initiative to talk, I feel bad about why didn't I start the conversation, why was I rude earlier to that person by not talking. I get happy when people talk to but also feel like why I didn't stand up for myself #mood #selfhelp #selfhelp #MoodDisorders

My whole family sufferers from some type of SAD.
Most of the time we miss the morning time block.
We could do it in the afternoon or evening, but I am wondering if that would work and not cause to much problems? #sad #anx #Depression #SeasonalAffectiveDisorder

After a 6 month on and off romance we decided it should stop definitely. I felt and told him the relationship wouldn't work a month after it had started. However we work at the same place , for me it's very hard to not to be nice and mellow to him and that sent him mixed signals like I wanted to go back into a relationship.
The issue is as I am very lonely , afraid to reach out for friends and messing things up , I end up isolating myself completely to the point I get overly clingy when I find someone who feels any sort of affection towards me.
So the aftermath is now that he's no longer having it, which I totally understand, I am lost and in deep pain, and lonely cause I don't take the chance to reach out to a anyone, I always feel too ridiculous, childish, embarrassed, bothersome ... you get the idea. #Breakups #Depression #anx#Anxiety #Isolation

Normal.
What is normal,
It just seems so formal,
So many variables on the table,
How do you define what is stable.
Many people feebly try to relate,
But the words you say just irritate,
You think you know who I am,
But what you see is simply a sham,
This me you see isn't who I wanna be,
Who I wanna be is still a bit hazy,
The me I used to be is lost in the past,
This state of mind is what seems to last.
You lovingly attempt to turn on a light,
But the darkness sprints out of sight,
I quickly put on my mask and smile,
Hoping you won't see through my guile.
I carry on somewhat nervously,
Trying to find some sort of normalcy,
I continue on this unsung journey,
Hoping that sanity will somehow find me.

By Laurissa Gerritse

I completely lost my mind with #Anxiety . Admitted myself #Inpatient . I've been home 6 weeks or so, seeing a counselor and psychiatrist. My entire life blew up. Now I feel completely lost, unmotivated, and not sure how to move forward. I feel as though there's no point....