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I hate where I live I hate my mental disability I feel so so low so so alone so down 24 7, im in so much mental pain. So much sadness. I have partner who says things like I embrace the sadness, I like being sad etc etc I want to leave but I can’t, I have no funds nor job no mental ability to do that. My family only help me and support me when they aren’t busy to talk but no of them help me properly in running away from my life of pain. I think I complain to much to people maybe. I feel so sad all the time. I’m waiting on new meds from the doctors and counciling but doubt it will cure it because it’s been 20 years from 13-33 years old. I wish I wasn’t alive but too sad to end the pain. Someone help me ;-( I feel so alone in this sadness I can’t cope with anything and just want to be loved and someone’s special person I just want to be happy and not so low all the time even when I appear happy. #depressed #MentalHealth #Depression #Anxiety #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder ?? #sensitive #HSP #Caregiving #mood

Is there anyone out there diagnosed with BPD and experiencing everything just 5 times more intense on their PMS ? It’s basically BDSM . I used to take mood stabilizers and SSRI and, lithium for a short time. I’m not taking medication due to the long term side effects instead I’m studying clinical psychology. Sometimes I get so drowned in knowledge that it becomes overwhelming ( I have astigmatism so it’s also hard to stare at the screen ). Anyway, is there anyone like me ? Could you please share your experiences and tips to cope with symptoms ? #BPD #PMS #symptoms #MentalHealth #mood

Someone asked me in a message if they should get vaccines? I said yes because of the kind of people she's around! For work she's a caretaker and works with the elderly. I thought that was sound advice! This is now the second time this person misunderstood me, assumed I meant the kind of people she hangs out with! I have no idea who she hangs out with!! Except for her boyfriend! She went off on me and blocked me! The first time she did this it was again all a misunderstanding and we discussed how something can get lost in translation when its a text and she apologized. This is the second time in a week! She's a lot younger than me. Do I let her unblock me when she's ready again or do I forget it all together? #Depression #mood disorder #CPTSD #Anxiety #Bipolor

I went cold on a neighbor that moved away last October.. She was unbelievable and so toxic. Everyday she would show up at my house and I felt bad and let her in. Her children, grown, hate her and her husband had moved out of the bedroom almost a decade ago. She is a toxic lier! Telling her entire family she has MS and for 10 years she had everyone fooled she saw a doctor and was medicated. An emergency revealed she lied. The lies were enormous! So I felt bad for her because her husband filed for divorce, but he did catch her cheating when she got caught having sex with her married boss and they both got fired!
Here's my problem, number one, I'm a scapegoat, 2 I'm an empath and my heart is huge but I know I should not be talking with her at all and she just called after a year! She's almost homeless! And I know id never let her move in here but she needs my help. I did her divorce for her in 2022! And neglected myself!! I know I shouldn't answer the phone if she calls again!!! I know my new therapist would be very upset I decided to take 2 calls from her after a year! I'm mad at myself!! Do I answer again and explain again I need to take care of me, my husband and home or do I never answer again? I'm the daughter of a narcissistic mother and the scapegoat of the family. So you know where my heart is always at!! Thanks guys for your help!!! #Toxic #CPTSD #Anxiety #mood disorder #scapegoat #Childhood abuse #Bipolor #Daughter of a narcissistic mother

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