Im in pain once again... this is a vent just to get it out there.
I have deep vein thrombosis in my right leg. (Digianosed in july 14th). My compression stockings have small holes which Im scared they are going to tear more (my own fault..i tried pulling the fluff off with a razor and oops). I cant tell my dad this, he will flip as it is we are struggling to pay the medical bills. So i told him it broke by themselves. (Self pity on myself..anxious and i hate myself😡).
So now my leg from calf all the way to hip is so painful. Oh well i did this so I have to pay for it. Why was I such a f..king idiot.