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The Power of Love

How do I put into words what it is that I am feeling right now? I am confused and wishing I could be just neutral.

I went shopping a little while ago, and on my way home my husband called me. He told me I should not have went shopping and spent money. I bought him some things for father's day and when I mentioned I got him some things, he became upset. It is because I don't have a job. He was upset with me about us having one income and going shopping.

He told me to not put up roadblocks into me finding a job, or doing what it is that I want to do. Professionalism is not something that comes easy for me, and with my mental health issues it's harder than that of a person without them. It is not an excuse to stay where I am, but it does not make it as easy as someone else's level of difficulty. I know everyone experiences difficulties. I swear it will be OK. I just have to find something that I love to do and go for it.

Today is a day of mixed emotions. It's driving me nuts... But it's something that I have to deal with. I am hoping for a better tomorrow since today is a Mix of a Mess and a Blessing.

Take Care.

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#doing Well

The time in your life where you have been living with mental challenges, and you are doing so well managing them. However you still feel like you live a incomplete life and that you are still missing something, but you don't know what would make yourself whole again. Your parents think you are doing so well managing your life. You also believe it for a second then you come back to the reality that you still feel incomplete. The question crosses your mind of " will I always feel this way". I don't know what I want anymore weather to keep trying to make living work or to end everything.  
#MentalHealth

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