#CheckInWithMe #AnorexiaNervosa #no food allowed #Depression #Food Is My Enemy #Skin & bones #PTSD #BPD #self -harm #Uncontrollable horrific thoughts #suicidal #Death #Demons In My Mind #Horrendous Memories #Flashbacks #I hate myself #Guilt Tripping #Spiralling ##everything is overwhelming #Pedophile ring survivor #Out of control #Depths of despair #Deep ,dark,bleak abyss #Existing In Hell