Existing

I am so emotionally and mentally drained. If my brain came with an off switch, I’d flip it. I’m tired of being lonely and not knowing what I want in life. I want to be happy, but I don’t know how. It scares me when I get like this. My brain starts thinking the bad thoughts, and I know not to listen. I’m just tired of existing instead of living. I just had to ramble and get my thoughts out since I have no one to share them with. #Depression #tired #Existing

Does anyone constantly feel there not living just existing
waiting for the day to be over ready for the next day after just to repeat the day before that you try so desperately you got through
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Does anyone else just get tired of simply existing? like sometimes I’m lying down playing on my phone and I just feel this weight on my chest. I don’t even need to be anxious about anything or tired. Sometimes it’s exhausting to just be alive. As a disclaimer, I’m not suicidal. I’m just confused and perhaps tired. #Anxiety #Existing #Weightoftheworld #weightofliving