Best Mighty community ..
I'm new here and I'm struggling with this symptoms since months..
And I want really know if someone know or have same condition to make me get more information
-out of myself and thoughts
-forget who I was before and my old self
- places like home and every place I visited before strange and not as usual and music I loved also not like I love it before
-environment around me like trees and everything so strange colors and shape artificial
- don't feeling time and days hours ect..
- watch myself doing things
- I cant contact with myself when I looking at mirror
-memories like not happening to me
- my head and body not mine
- like im in bubble
- a glass partition separating between me and another people and material world
- emotional numbness
-can't start a conversation cause my head is empty
- stuck in my head..
- eyes sensitive for light
- when talking like not me not my voice(Feeling like I'm talking outside of myself)
- when I looking to my photos I can't relate to myself like im somebody else.
-While I'm sleeping I have alot of flashbacks about my past life when I was normal without depersonalization but also I'm waking up in panic but I don't why that's happening to me..
- I forget what normal is and who I was as a person before..
-Losing self and inner self
-non related to anything
- I can feel warm and cold, I can feel the fuzz of my blanket, but I almost don’t process them included places and everything.
-acting the way that I would usually act, but I’m not actually doing anything. I’ll respond in a conversation the way that I normally would, but I’ll feel as though the words that I’m saying are not really my own.
- mind / soul are not connected
-When i touch yourself , its as if i touching somebody else
-Totally out of this world, indescribable. Not being myself, not living in the same universe i did was before
-Things are so close or so far away
-Watching myself from above
-weightless arms and hands
-Hallucinations around lights at the night( cafés,supermarket ect...)
- forget favoriete things
- family, friends feeling like i know them like as information ( that's my mom , that's my brother , this is my friend) but I feel nothing towards them
-thrown into an unfamiliar world they can't escape.
-loss of spirit, an absence of emotions, and no mood changes.
-self blame about wring decisions made before and many things..
numb, weightless or
World ‘flat’ or ‘lifeless’, as if i looking at a picture
-constant fear that I won't be normal again.
-feeling of "as-if acting." They feel that they imitate moods and expressions as if trying to act normal around others. But continue i feel like outside not part of ordinary life.
- everything in my life including myself not like before or as usual
-like the present wasnt really the present, like I didnt know who I was, like the past never happened, like I was watching a movie and wasnt part of my life
-couldn’t even recognize the world I knew
-pressure on the forehead
-everything lacking in spontaneity, emotional coloring, and depth
-numbness and tingling of the extremities
-nothing mean to me
-everything is pushed to the front of my head and eyes
-feeling hollow like im nothing