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☆ " So I Have Been Busy Working And Applying For Stuff.. I Already Have An Appointment For SSA In April And I Just Did Medicaid And SNAP... I Just Really Want To Be Off My Feet From Standing 8+ Hour's A Day.. And To Finally Be Away From Nosy Mean People... But Until Then It's The Neverending Waiting Game With These People..." ☆ ▪︎♤▪︎SKAOI KVITRAVN▪︎♤▪︎ #Stressedout

× " So I Guess I'm Getting My Hour's Cut Which Is What I Started With... When I Began Working For T.C. My Schedule Is Now Hopefully 4 Day's Of Work 3 Day's Off.. We Will See This Lady Forget's Though... Also I Almost Passed Out At Work.. Because The Store Was Extremely Hott.. " • #Work ☆☆☆Skaoi Kvitravn ☆☆☆

Had my counseling appointment, it went okay. We discussed things if I don't feel I can keep myself safe, the mammogram (not scheduled yet), #Selfharm stuff, #SuicidalIdeation stuff and things.
I kinda want to self-harm now, #Depression is high. Trying to motivate myself to do stuff. I'm really depressed and don't know why 😔 counseling didn't help too much. I feel like my life is one big distraction lately.
I miss my grandma a lot 😭 she died in 2019, she was more of mom than my mom could be it seemed. It's better now with my mom, a lot better but I can't discuss mental health issues with her or any other family members really. I didn't really with my grandma but I knew she loved me unconditionally and we agreed more on a lot of things.
My case manager called from my doctor's office about a different rheumatologist. Having issues getting in with one. She also called me back cause I called her about the depression and stuff, I don't know how that made me feel. I'm kinda numb and have fibro fog badly. Everything seems at an arms length and I'm disassociating a tad. I'm not doing great.

#Anxiety #PTSD #FibroFog #Fibromyalgia #numb #Update #Grief

× " I'm Going To Have Alittle Slow Down.. Since We Have Plenty Of Employee's... But I Hate Having My Hour's Cut.. It Make's Me Feel Like I'm Being Lazy.. But Oh Well There's Nothing I Can Do About It... And Wait Until The Teen's Go Back To School Hopefully... Sigh.. " YES! I'M A WORKAHOLIC .. " × #Update ☆ ▪︎ S. K. ▪︎☆

× " Sooo The Morning... Was Going Well Until A New Employee Didn't Like What My Boss Wanted To Teach Her... This New Hire Took Thing's The Worng Way.. And Started Causing Drama For No Reason With My Boss... I Really Didn't See Anything I Just Heard Yelling Really... And I Saw Hair Being Pulled.. This New Girl Couldn't Just Follow Some Nice Teaching's... She Got Herself Fired... And Arrested... On Her 1st Day On The Job Too... Why Can't Human's Behave Seriously!!!... " × ☆☆S.K.☆☆ #Update #Drama

× " Sooo.. I Have Been Working Non Stop.. Lately We Are Now Fully Open To The Public... I'm Still Full-time Yaay! But Today Some New Girl Had A Breakdown At Work Full On Display.. To The Point That The District Manager Saw Everything Yike's... This Girl Ran Away From The Patio Area.. Almost Stripped.. Because She Kept Saying That A Wasp Was After Her. Mind You I Was Standing Right Next To Her. I Didn't See Anything. So My Day Was Wierd And Then This Girl Was In Tear's Complaining That The Job Was Stressful And Hard. My Boss Was Like W.T.F. And She Claimed That This Job Was Fake..And That We Were Playing Her.👍 And So Apparently This Has Happened At Another T.C. This Girl Like's Putting On A Show. And Making Drama... I Guess.. She Definitely Has #mental Health Issue's For Sure. Let's See If She Show's Up Tomorrow For Work ? × Sincerely, ☆ S. K. ☆ #Update

× So Now I Will Be Grinding Fulltime 8 Hour's 5 Day's A Week. With My Two Regular Day's Off. I Think My Upgraded Pay Will Be At $13 But I Still Don't Know For Sure Until Next Week. Take Care Mightie's All My Love x Huge Hug's To You All. ♡ S.K. ♡ #Update #Upgrade

Hey everyone I know I have not been active on here but I will try #Autism #Update #AutisticGuy

x This Will Be Course # 6 And Then More Interesting Knowledge To Come Soo Stay Tuned For More.. x #Update 's 🌹🤓🤘

x On To More Course's..And Later Since I Love Writing #Poetry On Here Alot, I Know That I Haven't Been Posting Much On Here..I Was Thinking Of Also Taking A Course In #freelance Writing 🤓..I Just ❤️ Trying To Make People Feel Better. And Writing Sometime's Let's Get My Dark Thought's, Nightmare's & Stress Worrie's. Out Into The Open On Here Or In Journaling..Welp!! I Guess One Thing At A Time . 🌹 x SKADI x 🌹#Update