Not feeling wired at all
I'm being admitted to a mental health hospital tomorrow. Tonight I'm trying to fall asleep and hear a scratching and fluttering noise. I think it's a moth which freaks me out because I don't like the tiny possibility it could crawl in my ear. I put my glasses on, turn on the light... omg it's a dirty great big cockroach. Probably 2 inches long. The kind that can fly across the room. I put my brave face on because I'm alone tonight. I get the bug spray. Obviously it won't die immediately but rather than drop to the floor the damn thing flies towards me! I sprayed but had to turn around and I let out a weird yelp noise. Sprayed a lot, it flew at me a couple of times then squished it. I clean it up. I'm thirsty. Kitchens messy. I'm certainly not sleepy now. So I clean the kitchen. I do not feel relaxed now. #BipolarDisorder #Australia