° " Gift's To Myself # 2 My Zip Hoodie #yule
° I Definitely I Need The Sweat Pant's To Match... ~ SKAOI KVITRAVN #Gift 's
#Trauma #Therapy for #PTSD 1st time really “ready” to open up with #Psychiatrist at 37 #childhoodtrauma #abuse #neglect #fearofabandonment #psychologicalabuse from a father that I would describe as #CharlesManson with a #TheBible in one hand and #Alcoholism in the other. In addition to a family that #rejected me completely so much so that on both sides of my #Divorced #Family I had rules that if I walked in the room within one minute all of my cousins had to leave my #physical presence because I was just #different but never had #behavioral #Problems just major misunderstandings and what seemed like a lot of #bad luck because of the many #Labels that seem to get stuck to me throughout the years in public #Education . So I was sent to live #alone with my #Father at 11 on a #cult like farm with no access to the outside world (no modern technology including TV, Radio or Phone) and he #brainwashed me as a #Child to never speak to anyone or they would lock me up and throw away the key or call me a liar and ignore me completely. So I have major #Trust #issues and have no clue where to begin when I see my #Therapist via video this week. I also have #ADHD with a #mind that is #hyper #creative and #super analytical seems like a #Gift and #Curse when expressing my #Thoughts and #Emotions #help #Advice #ParanoidThoughts
Hello! I’m new to this group and the mighty community in general, and so far it has been a wonderful place to be a part of.
I found this group browsing this morning through the explore page and it looks right up my ally. So many talented people here! I’m not sure if anyone else here uses digital art/painting as there main medium? But personally I find it’s the most therapeutic for me :)
I finished this piece yesterday after around 13 hours of working on it, I’m going to print and frame it for my mother. The bird is a tawny frogmouth, one of mums favourite animals. We have a small family of them near our house that we check on every morning on our walk. There such unique and beautiful creatures
Tawny frogmouth reference www.google.com.au/search
Background texture www.google.com.au/search
This place where others who feel and think like me is a gift. To usually be surrounded by family and still feel alone or invisible but I can come here where others feel and think like me. A place where I feel like I everyone here are my equals and are like minded.
In my everyday life I’m in bed and don’t travel farther than my bathroom unless I have a Dr’s appt and I’m usually alone in my bedroom all day. (Husband is home and just outside my bedroom door but I don’t see him unless I go to the bathroom).
I went from a career I loved, a social life with family and friends going out with friends for drinks to having chronic illness’s, PTSD, depression etc.. even thou I’m not out in daily life I still feel like I’m being judged daily but not here. Being able to come here because I don’t have family or friends to talk to is a gift!!! #Gift #Fibro #Fibromyalgia #FibromyalgiaSucks #ChronicIllness #ChronicPain #ChronicFatigue #ic #ic /BPS #PTSD #CPTSD #RapeSurvivors #SexualAbuseSurvivors
I have always thought it’s a great idea to not only give your time, emotional support and love to your friends and loved ones in need.
To also give them a gift or a gift basket as a surprise to let them know you have been thinking of them and that they are special to you.
It could include anything from, chocolates, socks, a warm jumper, music, candles, blanket, book, adult colour book, home cleaning service gift voucher, flowers, yoga mat or anything else that maybe relaxing, good for mental, emotional and physical health or they may enjoy ☺️