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    Overwhelmed

    I am on prozac because of my depression but now my therapist tells me I might be bipolar and I need to change meds.
    Prozac makes me my body shake, it used to help but not anymore and I am scared of trying new meds.
    Out of curiosity is their anything that could just make me numb? Because I miss that feeling. Being numb made me better in a sense. Feeling too much just makes me overwhelmed and that makes me feel easily get triggered.
    #prozac #numb #Depression #Bipola

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    Can't sleep overthinking #couldbetrigger #onalityDisorder #ptsd #Bipola #triggrtwarning

    Maybe I really am crazy. Everytime I feel like I'm loving with everything I've got I'm always left alone feeling sorry. Why do I have to be this way? Why do I push everyone away? Will I ever be good enough for someone to stay? Because I'm really tired of living life this way. I want to be happy for more than a day. I'm starting to understand why some chose death instead of waiting for fate, cause who the fuck wants to be sorry every day? I try so hard to replay my life. I promise you it's not a pretty tape.... And some memories I wish I could erase!!! But somewhere I've mixed love with hate, and I've been living life this way... Causing nothing but pain. I could sit here and throw around who's to blame.!! Because, honestly life is easier that way! But I'd rather die than continue this way. So here I am begging you to help me change. Show me the difference between love and hate because my whole life the two have been the same.....

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    Coping mechanisms for the bipolar afflicted #BipolarDepression #onalityDisorder #ptsd #Bipola #Bipolar2Disorder #BipolarObsessiveness

    So.......I’m really quite new on here. And I have to say, so far, the journey has been informative. Of course there are new people here every day.

    I am hoping that some of you might write down coping strategies that you employ, in certain situations. Of course I am personally interested to see if there is anything I can learn, but if newbies come across this post, what would you want to impart to them........

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    How do you cope with mood swings. ##Bipolar #mood swings #Mania #Depression

    I knew something was wrong. The past 3 weeks my mood swings have been swinging real wide. Crying 2,3 days a week to cleaning like a mad woman, talking fast, buying books and teacher supplies off Amazon. I was only diagnosed Bipolar 2 years ago I am 50 years old. I have never experienced mood swings like this. I'm not aware that I get loud, speak my mind, am very confertational. This time I realize what I'm doing and how I sound but I cant control it.

    Had a video call with my doctor on Monday. She told me that I was on the verge of Mania what in the HELL is that? I am really scared. She increased one of my meds. I might me a little better but I'm still doing the same thing. I cant watch the news at all that is a trigger. PLEASE HELP!! ##Bipolar #Bipolar disorder diagnosis #Bipola #Bipolar #Bipola #bipolarmania #BipolarDepression

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    which of my feelings are real ? #

    which of my feelings are me? and which are emotionally unstable personality disorder?
    I ask my self this a lot
    which of the me,s is me?
    The wild impulsive chaotic energetic one,
    Not to mention the crazy one?
    Or shy withdrawn despetate
    doomed and tired one? either way I dont feel normal I never have not that I know what normal is, sometimes just sometimes I want to feel like a normal person either way I'm stuck with this shit now, eupd # anxiety disorder # depression #Manic depression # social anxiety # ptsd #Bipola

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    #MightyPoets

    Sad
    Don’t know why I feel so low
    That’s a lie I know this blow
    This blow is mine that I’ve created
    This blow is mine why lie faceted

    In my depth of despair I cry
    Whilst in myself I’m on a high
    Push away the ones I love
    For an emptiness that lies above

    Anger, pain, fear I hate
    Anger, pain, fear I create
    Tell me why, it’s absurd I know
    To walk away instead of love to show

    The human nature is to love and care
    But the dark side says embrace the despair
    Embrace the need to stay alive
    But deep down it’s hard to thrive

    I’m sorry I hurt you and destroyed your heart
    But believe me when I say we need to be apart
    I hate what I’ve done and what you’ve become
    A loving person who is now so numb

    I had it all an abundance of ours and us
    But instead of loving you all I gave was fuss
    To watch you walk away with our life
    Knowing all I’ve cause is strife

    You deserve so much more than I could give
    Because your love is one that should live
    I’ll never not hurt for what I’ve said
    I’ll always think of you whilst alone in bed

    In my mind you’ll always be mine
    Because we planned a life so fine
    But to love you I must leave you
    Because to keep you I’ll hurt you

    And that is what I fear the most.
    #MightyPoets #Depression #Bipola #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Y  #BPD #Splitting #Relationships