Photo I took of the moon above my house last night. Thought it was pretty and wanted to share with you all 🖤
#MentalHealth #Depression #Anxiety #ADHD #Autism #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder #PTSD #Trauma #Neurodiversity
Photo I took of the moon above my house last night. Thought it was pretty and wanted to share with you all 🖤
#MentalHealth #Depression #Anxiety #ADHD #Autism #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder #PTSD #Trauma #Neurodiversity
I sit here in wonder of you.
You were wise, brave and strong.
Kept going when many would have caved.
That’s resilience
That’s strength.
No one was coming to save you,
So you saved yourself.
How clever you were
To play the game for so long;
Keep him sweet,
Toe the line,
Only speak when spoken to.
Cajole him,
To keep her safe.
Control her,
To not trigger him.
Surviving was hard,
No one would have known,
Your smiling face hid it all.
I now see that innocent face,
Just as it was.
I see the hurt and fear
In those green eyes.
Say goodbye to that hurt,
That fear,
I am here now
To love and keep you warm.
Those nights were dark and endless.
It’s time to walk into the light,
Hand in hand,
I have you.
You are finally safe,
You are finally home.
I sit here in wonder of you.
You were wise, brave and strong.
Kept going when many would have caved.
That’s resilience
That’s strength.
No one was coming to save you,
So you saved yourself.
How clever you were
To play the game for so long;
Keep him sweet,
Toe the line,
Only speak when spoken to.
Cajole him,
To keep her safe.
Control her,
To not trigger him.
Surviving was hard,
No one would have known,
Your smiling face hid it all.
I now see that innocent face,
Just as it was.
I see the hurt and fear
In those green eyes.
Say goodbye to that hurt,
That fear,
I am here now
To love and keep you warm.
Those nights were dark and endless.
It’s time to walk into the light,
Hand in hand,
I have you.
You are finally safe,
You are finally home.
My symptoms
I am feeling really scared because the dizziness has been bad this evening, dealing with flu like symptoms which can make things feel more difficult.
Its almost none existent the support that some people need
If its ok to ask, just wondering what you find helpful if you go through things like this too ?
thanks for reading
take care
My symptoms
I am feeling really scared because the dizziness has been bad this evening, dealing with flu like symptoms which can make things feel more difficult.
Its almost none existent the support that some people need
If its ok to ask, just wondering what you find helpful if you go through things like this too ?
thanks for reading
take care
Wishing you all a peaceful day filled with strength and comfort
Take care
#POTS #CPTSD #Dizziness #MentalHealth #positive #ChronicHealthIssues
Wishing you all a peaceful day filled with strength and comfort
Take care
#POTS #CPTSD #Dizziness #MentalHealth #positive #ChronicHealthIssues
A majority of my work, writing, posts are self serving therapy, references and reminders for future projects.And to remember, I will always process after the fact.I enjoyed editing and research when younger.Social media sites are a tool, a social encyclopedia of habits, dependencies and pathological behavior.A place for multiple views,disassociations come alive, even contradictory and can be thrown at a wall. Any interpretations from lurking, watchers, are subjective and inconsequential to me. Stop watching me, you wont get offended.I have spent years outside, in the day to day, grind of punching a clock. I no longer have that outlet,the internet is no different to me.There is no hiding, pretending or masking.I am exploring my new freedom and expressing myself, free from others confined judgements. I am use to being talked about, never confronted. No ego, just me. You can't make someone suffer and walk away unscathed. They weren't expecting me to know, realize, remember or find out, seriously.
Two plus two is four Bitch.