Complex Post-traumatic Stress Disorder

Im not leaving or waiting for someone to save me.I have found it discouraging and disappointing my Son, again was used. Why adults feel the need to use a young man's life experience as gossip, to trash his mother and leave damage behind.I will heal, but he won't be able to address or recognize his place now.you have filled his head with lies from people who hurt people for fun.And to be wrong, again....for expecting them to want real relationships with communication. I want my son healthy,my family, Brian and Will and able to have a clear conversation with out being set up, dismissed or denied my place.Every time, Im at fault.Not one ever, no apologies ever.no repair.Nothing, everytime.

Im not leaving or waiting for someone to save me.I have found it discouraging and disappointing my Son, again was used. Why adults feel the need to use a young man's life experience as gossip, to trash his mother and leave damage behind.I will heal, but he won't be able to address or recognize his place now.you have filled his head with lies from people who hurt people for fun.And to be wrong, again....for expecting them to want real relationships with communication. I want my son healthy,my family, Brian and Will and able to have a clear conversation with out being set up, dismissed or denied my place.Every time, Im at fault.Not one ever, no apologies ever.no repair.Nothing, everytime.

Hi, my name is skyzalemmett. I'm here because I would love to learn more about what I've been living with for most of my life and/or have been diagnosed with . I have multiple diagnoses, and sometimes they can be hard to navigate. I'm looking for support, education, knowledge, wisdom, and ways to manage my illnesses while still taking time to do what I love.

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I know, Im now known as the town psycho, thanks to her, the Harts,Cindy, Corrin,his gazelle friends, the dispensary staff,coffee place and phone https://guy.All the places I frequent but have never once displayed anything of a loss of self.
Im confused something has been said Im not prevy to and that is concerning. I have a https://son.You can call me names,but treat my son, as a pawn,in your sick https://game.You bring strangers into my personal information and accounts, stalk my house, go through my belongings, watch me through my phone with no regard for anyones wellbeing, but not once have you ever spoken directly to https://me.Three years and now you feel Im upset over nothing? Worried the truth is coming out, what you did,directly to my home, to me,my family. Now he is torn, alone and https://backtracking.He doesn't face consequences, or take accountability because you taught him https://that.He does not apologize or resolve anything.you showed, he is the only one who will take care of his mother, when she says jump, he will, because she pays him with things, promises, strokes his ego and he does no wrong, ever, her poor https://son.She told him, convinced him, his wife was jealous of https://him.What type of mother tells a man a woman, is jelly on a man, what? She has power, money and shameless in heart and no,spirit.I tried to turn to the women in my life and guess what? They all sucked, two faced,unloyal,plastic,fakest group of women, Ive ever met.
Yes, And I stand by it, six freaking years https://later.Not one has proven me wrong https://yet.Mean Girls Club, never my deal.do not speak of me https://again.Get help.

I know, Im now known as the town psycho, thanks to her, the Harts,Cindy, Corrin,his gazelle friends, the dispensary staff,coffee place and phone https://guy.All the places I frequent but have never once displayed anything of a loss of self.
Im confused something has been said Im not prevy to and that is concerning. I have a https://son.You can call me names,but treat my son, as a pawn,in your sick https://game.You bring strangers into my personal information and accounts, stalk my house, go through my belongings, watch me through my phone with no regard for anyones wellbeing, but not once have you ever spoken directly to https://me.Three years and now you feel Im upset over nothing? Worried the truth is coming out, what you did,directly to my home, to me,my family. Now he is torn, alone and https://backtracking.He doesn't face consequences, or take accountability because you taught him https://that.He does not apologize or resolve anything.you showed, he is the only one who will take care of his mother, when she says jump, he will, because she pays him with things, promises, strokes his ego and he does no wrong, ever, her poor https://son.She told him, convinced him, his wife was jealous of https://him.What type of mother tells a man a woman, is jelly on a man, what? She has power, money and shameless in heart and no,spirit.I tried to turn to the women in my life and guess what? They all sucked, two faced,unloyal,plastic,fakest group of women, Ive ever met.
Yes, And I stand by it, six freaking years https://later.Not one has proven me wrong https://yet.Mean Girls Club, never my deal.do not speak of me https://again.Get help.

Every entree, is downloaded for their https://case.After I write, a data record comes across the entire page, hitting on keywords throughout my essays.it is shown on my screen. For two years, collecting my private diaries. I cannot believe the level of harassment, lies and stalking this woman has gone https://to.Ive been followed, approached in public, threatened,hacked, catfished, recorded and https://watched.That is sociopath level https://shit.A dozen of her closest friends, lied to them about extremely personal things in my life and then,she sets me up to loose my temper, so I'd react, flip out, break the law, whatever!My husband and her went out of their way to phase me https://out.That is sick, wrong and now Im to walk away quietly? https://No.They can have eachother and take me to https://court.I have nothing, do it, please, I quit, I give up and I no longer will fight, an 80 year old sick, bored https://gossip.Nope.I feel sad, for all the women and men, she involved. They will never apologize, I will. I believe in accountability and change, real growth with work, not paid maid service.
It is embarrassing and shameful, for allowing you to run a family that https://way.Get help.

Every entree, is downloaded for their https://case.After I write, a data record comes across the entire page, hitting on keywords throughout my essays.it is shown on my screen. For two years, collecting my private diaries. I cannot believe the level of harassment, lies and stalking this woman has gone https://to.Ive been followed, approached in public, threatened,hacked, catfished, recorded and https://watched.That is sociopath level https://shit.A dozen of her closest friends, lied to them about extremely personal things in my life and then,she sets me up to loose my temper, so I'd react, flip out, break the law, whatever!My husband and her went out of their way to phase me https://out.That is sick, wrong and now Im to walk away quietly? https://No.They can have eachother and take me to https://court.I have nothing, do it, please, I quit, I give up and I no longer will fight, an 80 year old sick, bored https://gossip.Nope.I feel sad, for all the women and men, she involved. They will never apologize, I will. I believe in accountability and change, real growth with work, not paid maid service.
It is embarrassing and shameful, for allowing you to run a family that https://way.Get help.