Trying this app out #regret #Anxiety #Trauma #CPTSD
I'm trying this app out instead of going back to my local mental health urgent care clinic. I (male) have deep regrets and self-hatred for not talking to a girl I liked because I was caught up in self-pity due to a traumatic past. I have tried to give myself closure by writing to her, where I did not receive a response. Now, I need to try to build a life for myself, but I may get panic attacks when thinking about how things could have been different. Lately, I have been having trouble eating due to the anxiety, and it feels like I need someone there for me so that I am not alone all of the time. I don't know if I can be consistently functional because I just try to dull the pain with things like bed rotting. I am trying to cope, but every little memory is painful.
