Complex Post-traumatic Stress Disorder

My husband,gave my information,old phone, linked devices,to a friend of his,to monitor,harrass, catfish and hack me, for over a year.All in an attempt to make, me leave.A year prior, he became friends with the man I had an emotional affair with,to sabotage me, as well.He,my husband,stayed, waiting for my Disability harassing, to begin.I paid his credit card, appliances and a new car.His name on all.He has been gaslighting and having my environment as unsafe and uncomfortable as possible.My therapists,are aware, he also has involved my son.my panick attacks are increasing, chest pains, impulsive behaviors, you name it.I have nothing now and have had zero,consistency in a year.All social media accounts were hacked as well.I have been called names,harrassed,threats and smearing of my name.no one bothered to ask me,he spent two years setting me up, isolating me with fake sites,and letting,others on to me,as crazy.After collecting proof and going off medications to help me regulate,
I am filing for legal seperation and leaving this sick family.His mother was involved and has been, for two years as well.He has done things I cannot move on from now.I have to change my Social number, my bank accounts and the credit line he has access to.I spent my entire adult life taking care of an adult childs EGO.Feeding him, building him up, putting him first, putting my all into his home and schedule.
As soon as I became sick and needed help, he bailed, completely and told me he didn't want to be seen as a Jerk. At this time, year three zero intimacy and I begged him and he laughed at me, told me it was me.I was physically pushed away, emotionally munipulated and recorded, to be,ridiculed,sabataged and used as a bet, to drink and laugh at, with the boys.I now know, he Is, the company he keeps and they can have him.He had a broker look at the property and now he is threatening to leave his job,that has a pension and retirement.I can not believe he expected me to walk away and not fight for what is mine, after having others, fight his battles.
Who and what kind of man does that?Seriously!

My husband,gave my information,old phone, linked devices,to a friend of his,to monitor,harrass, catfish and hack me, for over a year.All in an attempt to make, me leave.A year prior, he became friends with the man I had an emotional affair with,to sabotage me, as well.He,my husband,stayed, waiting for my Disability harassing, to begin.I paid his credit card, appliances and a new car.His name on all.He has been gaslighting and having my environment as unsafe and uncomfortable as possible.My therapists,are aware, he also has involved my son.my panick attacks are increasing, chest pains, impulsive behaviors, you name it.I have nothing now and have had zero,consistency in a year.All social media accounts were hacked as well.I have been called names,harrassed,threats and smearing of my name.no one bothered to ask me,he spent two years setting me up, isolating me with fake sites,and letting,others on to me,as crazy.After collecting proof and going off medications to help me regulate,
I am filing for legal seperation and leaving this sick family.His mother was involved and has been, for two years as well.He has done things I cannot move on from now.I have to change my Social number, my bank accounts and the credit line he has access to.I spent my entire adult life taking care of an adult childs EGO.Feeding him, building him up, putting him first, putting my all into his home and schedule.
As soon as I became sick and needed help, he bailed, completely and told me he didn't want to be seen as a Jerk. At this time, year three zero intimacy and I begged him and he laughed at me, told me it was me.I was physically pushed away, emotionally munipulated and recorded, to be,ridiculed,sabataged and used as a bet, to drink and laugh at, with the boys.I now know, he Is, the company he keeps and they can have him.He had a broker look at the property and now he is threatening to leave his job,that has a pension and retirement.I can not believe he expected me to walk away and not fight for what is mine, after having others, fight his battles.
Who and what kind of man does that?Seriously!

"The tiniest steps forward still count".
Thought this was a good reminder to start the week with.
I know it always helps me to get this reminder.
Because those "tiny" steps can still feel plenty big!
And sometimes I even think there is no such thing as a tiny step.
That they are all variants of big steps.
But maybe that depends on where you're at in life?
And what you got going on.
Just wanted to share this with you.
And wish you the best possible week, you can have.
#yourkindmondayreminder
#MightyTogether
#Support
#MentalHealth
#CPTSD
#Trauma
#BorderlinePersonalityDisorder
#AvoidantPersonalityDisorder
#Depression
#Anxiety
#Burnout
#HighlysensitivePerson
(Picture from Pinterest, by The Latest Kate)

"The tiniest steps forward still count".
Thought this was a good reminder to start the week with.
I know it always helps me to get this reminder.
Because those "tiny" steps can still feel plenty big!
And sometimes I even think there is no such thing as a tiny step.
That they are all variants of big steps.
But maybe that depends on where you're at in life?
And what you got going on.
Just wanted to share this with you.
And wish you the best possible week, you can have.
#yourkindmondayreminder
#MightyTogether
#Support
#MentalHealth
#CPTSD
#Trauma
#BorderlinePersonalityDisorder
#AvoidantPersonalityDisorder
#Depression
#Anxiety
#Burnout
#HighlysensitivePerson
(Picture from Pinterest, by The Latest Kate)

Time for another week.
And therefore another Monday Cheer session here on The Mighty.
Do you want to reflect on a weekend win to get your week started of on a positive note?
Your win can be anything that's a win to YOU - something big, something small, something in between.
It's totally up to you.
And you're more than welcome to share with us in the comments.
I'll get us started with the sharing.
I wish you the best possible week.
#Mondaycheer
#weekendwin
#MightyTogether
#Support
#MentalHealth
#CPTSD
#Trauma
#BorderlinePersonalityDisorder
#AvoidantPersonalityDisorder
#Depression
#Anxiety
#Burnout
#Healing
#HighlysensitivePerson
(Picture from Google, layout made in Canva)

Time for another week.
And therefore another Monday Cheer session here on The Mighty.
Do you want to reflect on a weekend win to get your week started of on a positive note?
Your win can be anything that's a win to YOU - something big, something small, something in between.
It's totally up to you.
And you're more than welcome to share with us in the comments.
I'll get us started with the sharing.
I wish you the best possible week.
#Mondaycheer
#weekendwin
#MightyTogether
#Support
#MentalHealth
#CPTSD
#Trauma
#BorderlinePersonalityDisorder
#AvoidantPersonalityDisorder
#Depression
#Anxiety
#Burnout
#Healing
#HighlysensitivePerson
(Picture from Google, layout made in Canva)

I slept!! I am not bragging, but getting rest now that I bought something to sleep on....Small win? BIG WIN.
Try a forced sleeping arrangement, in a tiny square, uninsullated, outside room to the house.now to get a frame, so I'm not on rolling off onto the floor https://again.I might build one, why not! I can't handle low https://profile.I honestly strained myself getting up,laughing at it more than fighting https://it.I am living now in bins and boxes for a while.Studio, is sitting, cold dank https://unused.They truly have no idea what they have done to https://me.I didnt believe people were this petty and cruel, but man I have watched good people turn, spoil and https://hide.I see it all now and it is, not my https://perception.A group of people, men and women all play parts to test my integrity, my character and my https://will.All in the disguise of care for me, to test and teach me, or to open doors for me, I did not want...I am not the crazy one for forseeing and strategically being able to follow this https://circus.I am not stupid, I am slow. I am not a mean person who goes out of her way and plot, to hurt someone. Who does that? I know I sound vague but I will come back to read these entries and, well they All are here to help me.

Rested and clear when being hunted,is not a good thing, for the hunter.
I warned them and they made their choices, just as I had.
BUT, BIG BUT.....
The difference, my path was organic.
THEIR'S, placed on me, maliciously orchestrated to cause me uncertainty, stress and revenge.
We, ARE not, the same.
#artheals #CPTSD #clarity #forgottospeak #kidinthekorner #Karl

I slept!! I am not bragging, but getting rest now that I bought something to sleep on....Small win? BIG WIN.
Try a forced sleeping arrangement, in a tiny square, uninsullated, outside room to the house.now to get a frame, so I'm not on rolling off onto the floor https://again.I might build one, why not! I can't handle low https://profile.I honestly strained myself getting up,laughing at it more than fighting https://it.I am living now in bins and boxes for a while.Studio, is sitting, cold dank https://unused.They truly have no idea what they have done to https://me.I didnt believe people were this petty and cruel, but man I have watched good people turn, spoil and https://hide.I see it all now and it is, not my https://perception.A group of people, men and women all play parts to test my integrity, my character and my https://will.All in the disguise of care for me, to test and teach me, or to open doors for me, I did not want...I am not the crazy one for forseeing and strategically being able to follow this https://circus.I am not stupid, I am slow. I am not a mean person who goes out of her way and plot, to hurt someone. Who does that? I know I sound vague but I will come back to read these entries and, well they All are here to help me.

Rested and clear when being hunted,is not a good thing, for the hunter.
I warned them and they made their choices, just as I had.
BUT, BIG BUT.....
The difference, my path was organic.
THEIR'S, placed on me, maliciously orchestrated to cause me uncertainty, stress and revenge.
We, ARE not, the same.
#artheals #CPTSD #clarity #forgottospeak #kidinthekorner #Karl

I haven't slept yet and I have https://deadlines.I tried all the tricks but nothing, again. Time and that https://sucks.I have less than two weeks to empty the https://studio.It is clear how eager he was to put me there, but help me remove myself, no he cannot be https://bothered.He is mean and unpredictable now.it is the scariest thing when a man's mask falls https://off.I watched it happen to his for two months now.Mine, gone years ago to a https://break.For him to be carrying it for that long,this past four years, purposefully, in order to get revenge on me.
I have brain damage and he chose to mess with me https://psychologically.That is another level of hurting https://someone.He wants to blackmail me for an emotional https://affair.I do see the shame he carries as a man, then and hotw I broke https://trust.I told him ,cried, asked, pleaded for https://intimacy.He withheld it, for seven https://years.He had to be drunk.So, why, ever be with me to begin https://with.And who made Him Judge and Jury? I had three head injuries within four years.no impulse control, scared to death, angry, alone and hypo,everything.He was happy to be rid, of https://me.And now, he is Only mad,because He expected me to walk away, ashamed and not fight for what's rightfully https://mine.He hates me,has been slowly showing me,day by day, how he feels about me and my https://son.We owe https://him.We are squatters and it is His https://house.His friends,are not ours,they are his.He, isolated me,I know why now,but it changed me and not for the https://better.He will never acknowledge what, His revenge,has done to https://me.I am being hinted to,, that his Mother, is backing him financially.I,am,being told to take the agreed amount and go https://quietly.Or they will expose me.
I have noone and have already lost everything,if it makes him feel heard, to hurt me more,still,after wasting my entire life,then he https://can.I have nothing but my truth and I spent years,telling him exactly what would https://happen.He wanted it https://to.He needs a maid, a roommate and a https://mother.Not a partner, spouse or https://equal.I was never included on Any decisions https://financially.He was going to eat, drink and wallow instead of being honest with himself. I worked and contributed the entire marriage until I got sick...It never was enough, I was never enough in income for him and he let me know. And his so called friends.They, buy him liquor and https://cigars.For a Diabetic, a man with fatty liver disease who is a functional seasonal https://drinker.Great friends.
#

I haven't slept yet and I have https://deadlines.I tried all the tricks but nothing, again. Time and that https://sucks.I have less than two weeks to empty the https://studio.It is clear how eager he was to put me there, but help me remove myself, no he cannot be https://bothered.He is mean and unpredictable now.it is the scariest thing when a man's mask falls https://off.I watched it happen to his for two months now.Mine, gone years ago to a https://break.For him to be carrying it for that long,this past four years, purposefully, in order to get revenge on me.
I have brain damage and he chose to mess with me https://psychologically.That is another level of hurting https://someone.He wants to blackmail me for an emotional https://affair.I do see the shame he carries as a man, then and hotw I broke https://trust.I told him ,cried, asked, pleaded for https://intimacy.He withheld it, for seven https://years.He had to be drunk.So, why, ever be with me to begin https://with.And who made Him Judge and Jury? I had three head injuries within four years.no impulse control, scared to death, angry, alone and hypo,everything.He was happy to be rid, of https://me.And now, he is Only mad,because He expected me to walk away, ashamed and not fight for what's rightfully https://mine.He hates me,has been slowly showing me,day by day, how he feels about me and my https://son.We owe https://him.We are squatters and it is His https://house.His friends,are not ours,they are his.He, isolated me,I know why now,but it changed me and not for the https://better.He will never acknowledge what, His revenge,has done to https://me.I am being hinted to,, that his Mother, is backing him financially.I,am,being told to take the agreed amount and go https://quietly.Or they will expose me.
I have noone and have already lost everything,if it makes him feel heard, to hurt me more,still,after wasting my entire life,then he https://can.I have nothing but my truth and I spent years,telling him exactly what would https://happen.He wanted it https://to.He needs a maid, a roommate and a https://mother.Not a partner, spouse or https://equal.I was never included on Any decisions https://financially.He was going to eat, drink and wallow instead of being honest with himself. I worked and contributed the entire marriage until I got sick...It never was enough, I was never enough in income for him and he let me know. And his so called friends.They, buy him liquor and https://cigars.For a Diabetic, a man with fatty liver disease who is a functional seasonal https://drinker.Great friends.
#