Well, this is where I'm at now
Well, I'm at the point where I'm willingly pulling away from people. I've found myself in a friend group, and it's been good. And as I find myself getting closer to some of them, something within me willingly wants to push them away. I'm fully aware that I'm doing it to protect myself, but sometimes, the need to push others away feels very strong. I hate it. It also further impresses on me that I still have a lot of trauma to work through. #MentalHealth #Depression #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Anxiety #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder #Trauma