Psychosis

Hi, my name is Gabriella. I'm here because a friend suggested this app to me. I've browsed it a bit and decided to join to share my story in an uplifting way. I've been diagnosed with bipolar & Borderline Personality Disorder, with OCD tendencies and some anxiety mixed in. I'm worried about the stigma placed upon me, especially for having BPD. I'm curious about other mental and physical health challenges, too, and I hope to write a book about BPD to foster greater understanding and help people with my same conditions. In the meantime, I may submit my story and comment on here for support. I'm looking for a shoulder to cry on and stories of hope and understanding, and I hope to be that person for someone else.

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Hi, my name is AdaptiveDolphin252. I've been diagnosed with

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I am starting to return to normal after my relapse. Things were a blur, I was unable to take care of any responsibilities for the past 4 days or so. The friend I was going to reconcile with, I don't even know if I would be able to trust her. I do want friendship, but I am starting to believe that a new start in that area would be best, as opposed to attempting to put trust in someone who I likely stopped trusting for a reason.

Today is my adoptive mother's birthday. The only mother I know, but we are no contact and this will be the first birthday of hers that I don't reach out. I feel guilt because I am loyal, and perhaps overly forgiving of the things that she had done, perhaps because of some deep need or desire to have a motherly figure in my life but I am old enough now to nurture myself and realize that there is no point in a warm hug if it comes with a stab in the back.

For the most part though I am calm, even though our downstairs neighbor has decided to scorn the whole building and blast the same 5 VERY overplayed songs on repeat since 3pm yesterday until 5 pm today. It is quiet now so hopefully it is over but I'd be lying if I claimed to not be overstimulated and almost driven to madness because of it, not enraged or anything but my head hurts from the relentless repetition. It's quiet now and I hope it stays that way, we didn't knock on his door but left a note and could hear him saying "F U" again and again for a while once he found it, plus turning the music up. He seems in some sort of psychosis and volatile state so i just hope that he burns himself out and calms down so I can calibrate myself enough to get some work done today.

I hope you're all having a peaceful weekend 🌸

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Day 24: Wear your favourite shirt

This one was harder than I was expecting. My washing machine quit on me a few days ago and I am currently without a way to do laundry. It’s loads of stress I don’t need and it has to be right before Christmas as well doesn’t it?

I’ve finally ordered a new washing machine and I’ll be able to do laundry again on the weekend. Laundry is the one household chore I don’t actually mind. I hate putting laundry out though, but I do like doing laundry.

I can’t believe I’ve been able to cope with all this. My psychosis made me go a bit wonky at first, but I’m ok and I haven’t done anything stupid. Hopefully.

As for not having clean clothes, well I’m ill and it be like that sometimes. ;)

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Day 21: Make a list of what makes you happy.

This is harder than it should be for me. The problem is that a lot of the things that make me happy, I can’t do anymore because of my health. Things like creative writing, and books, and peacefully listening to ocean or rain sounds. Even my pets.

But if I think about who I was before I had psychosis, the things that make me happy are writing, reading, books, libraries, food, coffee, chocolate, pizza, pasta, tea, my dog, my cat, animals in general, the ocean, the sound of rain, music, gaming and so much more. These are all superficial things though, my head is too busy and loud and muggy and tired to think about the deeper things like love and kindness. But those things make me happy too.

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Years ago my dad put me on a weight loss medication called Adipex and it made me lose all the weight but it caused me to breakout all over my face now my face is full of marks but on the bright side I am going to a dermatologist now. I gained back the weight even more now. I hope to never go back on any pills that make me breakout on my face that made me feel so embarrassed. Does anyone know how I can lose the weight quickly and safely? I am on medications for mental illness and they make me feel hungry. I just want to lose the weight naturally. It’s hard because both of my parents are diabetic and my mom likes to feed me. It would mean the world to me if I lost all this weight naturally forever and kept off all the unwanted weight forever
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