Psychosis

My church pastor told me not to call the cops on my parents and to honor my parents like what it says in the Bible. Why should I do that when my dad told me he doesn’t want to keep me? I don’t care what they say. I am not Jesus. I won’t be beat by a stick like he did for the world. I am a sinner and I know I am not innocent but these church people, I don’t always agree with what they are saying. Why should we turn the other cheek from others? What if that person takes everything from us and leaves us with nothing? Oh please screw that. My parents barely take me anywhere. I have been in a mental hospital more than 15 times and they aren’t the most supportive people, they don’t know what to do. I am done. I am not gonna follow what the bible says #MentalHealth #Disability #CheckInWithMe #BipolarDisorder #Anxiety #Trauma #Selfharm #Schizophrenia #Psychosis #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder

Honestly I feel like giving up on God and just keep going to the mental hospital constantly. I hate the way God made me. I have really bad mental health issues and probably don’t even have the brightest future ahead unless if I have a lucky star. I spent most of my years in and out of mental hospitals. I barely lived life and sometimes I don’t care if I die because I am not living a life I want and I feel miserable #MentalHealth #Anxiety #ADHD #AnorexiaNervosa #Bipolar2 #Bipolar1 #BipolarDepression #BipolarDisorder #CheckInWithMe #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Schizophrenia #Psychosis #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder #PTSD #Trauma #SuicidalIdeation #SuicidalThoughts #Selfharm #Autism #Addiction #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Manic #Grief #Diabetes #DiabetesType1 #DiabetesType2 #MajorDepressiveDisorder #EatingDisorders

Hi, my name is gita66. I'm looking for how to communicate and create the best environment for a girl 20 years old going through her first time with acute multifaceted psychosis with schizophrenic symptoms.

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I'm a 6x suicide survivor it occurred approximately once every 2 years from the age of twenty. I used weed to cope with things however my body cant handle the withdrawals and that causes psychosis. in the 5 times that I went into psychosis I ruled out dehydration, caffeine, inadequate rest and the product being laced. I finally accept that it doesn't agree with me, however I feel like the damage is done and I hope my brain can heal from all the trauma. I have severe disassociation, however my long term memory is unimpaired - my brain is just kind of tuned out in the present most of the time, it's a natural trauma response. My last breakdown was a few months back. I would love to become a mental healthcare advocate and share my story but there isn't many places where that is allowed.

My therapist says she cannot give me the support i need yet when l asked the Gp for psychiatric support like a psychiatric nurse they said I could can keep myself safe. I feel so let down I really do! I’m hearing voices, intrusive thoughts, seeing hallucinations (demons etc) it’s so terrifying! I even saw my dead biological father too and he died years ago! I was so scared! I really need to go back to the doctors and tell them I need the support now because of this. My therapist says she cannot offer the expertise or training unfortunately. It’s so sad as she’s so lovely too. I’ve had her for years.
If it wasn’t for my cat I would end it all! She’s the reason why I’m still breathing bless her! #Depression #Psychosis
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Hi, my name is solo_crow. I'm here because I'm on the last frayed nerve and it's snapping. I'm sooo exhausted. usa mental health industry has made things worse...
I guess I should rant in a room that's meant for this. I miss smiling. laughter is a fading memory. laughter is more like folklore.
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Well it's been another year since my last post, not sure why but so far I haven't had any episodes this year. So if I only show up annually, it would certainly be worth celebrating especially if I can keep this up.