I think I’m about to lose my job and I have bills to pay. I have no car, no call backs and no money at this point. What should I do until a get a new job for extra money?
#Broke #jobless #Depression #On #fucked #Fuckingup #sadandtired
Got my short term leave approved from work till the end of Jan. but all I wanted to do was cry after.. sigh #emotional #Depression #sadandtired
I got bad anxiety again today. Yeah I know I should cut my caffeine but sometimes one cup is alright once a week. I feel sad today got a ton of emotions running all over. I don’t know what is going on, I’ve been overthinking, opening up old wounds that I’ve been trying to forget for years. I’m afraid I’ll be stuck here forever with anxiety and depression. I still don’t see a reason to be alive. Nothing makes me happy, now I’m not even sure if I have been happy this year. Distraction has been my main thing to keep me off my mind. I’m so sad. #CheckInWithMe #Anxiety #DepressiveDisorders #Lonliness #sadandtired
My heart. My body. My soul.
Feels like I'm out of energy for everything, just want want to sleep but couldn't.
Have you feel it?
Like you're so drained but u can't sleep to rest? like your mind is not shutting down and make you worry about anything or something you didn't even understand? somehow it's making you sad.
Actually i can't fathom the right words to explain how i really feel but ofcourse as what I always do, I'll keep going. 😔#anxiousthoughts #Tiredofbeingtired #sadandtired
I enter the darkness
Or does it enter me?
A boding or foreboding
Toward eternity.
A weariness that wears
On the soul of one
Who has walked the road of kindness
But was left undone.
Giving until there was simply
Nothing left to give.
Trying to find more strength
To simply find the will to live.
The darkness of the mind
Is darker than the night
It is far more consuming
Stifling all light.
A darkness that consumes
Never feeling full
Until it’s prey is finished
And the spirit null. #Depression #DepressionAndMentalHealth #sad #sadplussomuchmore #sadandtired
If I call
You will hear
But will you listen at all?
The sound waves may travel
But will you truly understand
What I’m trying to convey?
Will my feelings be transmitted
Does it matter what I say?
Will you simply hear the words
Or will the pain within them make its way
Into your head
Into your heart
Do you even care about what I say?
I know that I can be a bit much to handle at times, but I would give the shirt off my back and know I have done equivalent, putting my own well-being second at times. I’m angry that I’m being called a bad friend when I literally just treated them the way they treated me for two weeks. I’m hurt that I’m losing them because I care for them. I’m also angry at myself for falling into the same bad cycles. I’m just upset rn but hopefully I’ll be okay soon. #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder
#sadandtired
I have a new post, explaining this issue that's been heavy on my heart today. Please please read it. Thanks
#sad #CheckInWithMe #Grief #Relationships #sadandtired #Anxiety #Depression #hurting #wtf
Have been struggling the last couple days.... have been able to hold it together somewhat... the crying helps get it out a bit.. I think I lost a close friend because of my wild ups and downs. So out of control Saturday night and it has been rough since then. I’m trying to get out of my own head..
#Anxiety #sadandtired #Depression
My strength comes from memories.
I'm the only one to have heard
her heartbeat from the inside.
It soothed and comforted me,
just like her voice.
I got the best part of my genes from her.
She was my first love, my protector, my confidante.
She tried to help me with my demons;
ldistening, understanding, caring, empathetic.
She never knew what things
were really like, though.
She didn't know the hell
I call life.
I wish I could hold her, feel
her hand comforting me.
I want to tell her everything
that I've been going through the
past 28 years.
No one has taken her place;
no one possibly could.
She was one of my greatest allies.
I didn't know how much I needed her
until she was gone and it was too late.
Because of her,
I am.
Because of mental illness,
I sometimes wish I could be with her.
#lossofmom #MightyPoets #Bipolar #bpii #sadandtired #angry #frustrated #Heartbroken #FindStrength
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