Suicidal Thoughts

I thought I was crazy my whole life but since November 7 I'm diagnosed with ASD. Life's so hard. This world isn't made for autistic people. I hate it.

why would they make me love my life if nothing will change ? I'll still have the same family and same life.

i hate everything.

my meds are making me hungry and gain weight I hate it.

I still have meltdowns/ shutdown/ panic attacks a lot.

i hate everything.

i still have my ocd the meds stents working.

#AutismSpectrumDisorder #EatingDisorder #MentalHealth #MajorDepressiveDisorder #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #PostTraumaticStressDisorder #SuicidalThoughts #SuicidalIdeation #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder

Hi, my name is Vschultz3. I'm here because I haven't been able to work for over a year, evicted, state help medical and food stamps cancelled me, family doesn't believe or care about it, social security disability denied me, I believe my ADHD is actually audhd also In Conjunction with menopause and other factors I am useless to myself and others, now battling suicidal thoughts. I do not know what to do now or how or even why bother at this point?

#MightyTogether #Anxiety #Depression #BipolarDisorder #ADHD #OCD

I have a lot of passive suicidal thoughts. My therapist says I have chronic suicidality. Problem is I live in a group home for disabled people and some of the staff have called 911 when I mention suicidal thoughts so the hospital told me not to tell them so I don’t keep going for unnecessary psych evals. However not talking about the thoughts makes them stronger. I don’t know how to cope.

Something stupid happened at work the other night, really wasn’t a big deal but the way it hit me, I bottomed out and have wanted to die ever since. Long story short, I have been suicidal most of my life but been able to keep it in check. This feels different. I’m at work now, not clocked in yet, sitting in the break room crying. I have a therapy session tomorrow, I just want to be able to last that long. #SuicidalThoughts #Grief #Anxiety #Depression