Overall, the day started pretty good, I was on top of my game, straightened my hair, did my makeup, got dressed, talked to my bf and was there for him for a while. Then lunch happened, it started off good, he told me how it feels like we’ve been together longer then a year, 8 months, and 8 days. Then it went down hill, I dont really understand what happened to be honest. But me being me, I found a way to mess up the day. I started an argument essential with the love of my life and wasnt there for him anymore. I went to class and wanted to throw up and cry. I did fingerprinting but I was so shaky icouldnt even focus on what the teacher was saying, I just wantedto cry. Then his voice sounded good, but it didnt seem genuine. Then we got in what didnt feel like argument but did at the same time, it was inbetween.But his voice got more frusterated, I understand why.I dont communicate well, I shut everything bad out because to be honest, its easier that way, or at least thats what ive had drilled in my head for the last around 13 years of my life.