So many things I have been through from age of 38 til now and still counting. I feel so stressed and unwell. Miss my kids. Especially my oldest daughter and I wish she could just text me and message me. I am craving some human comfort my spouse can only give so much. He has his own battles. Anyways I had thyroid issues since 21 yrs old. At 38 yrs old total thyroidectomy, 40 a hysterectomy for adenomyosis since I had all my kids plus #PCOS #Adenomyosis #HashimotosThyroiditis , #Anxiety #Depression . My health journey hasn't been easy last year in November I had positive ANA test and high antibodies and it's been ignored. Well this many months later I find out through an upper abdominal sonogram that I have a very bad gallbladder and the pain in upper belly started hurting and also lower belly. Anyways I feel so tortured. Besides bad vertebrae in neck now causing left shoulder pain and issues interrupting my work I do for a living. Anyways I hope in the future my oldest daughter could at least text me. I am having upcoming gallbladder surgery I have a mass in it and also have sludge in my gallbladder. This isn't good my Gastroenterologist has sent me to the specialist to see for surgery. Thank God though saw a orthopedic and need no MRI in shoulder at all. Anyways I do need see the specialist for cervical, thoracic and lumbar vertebrae. Hoping he can give me some relief with neck a shot or something til I can get whatever else done.