Severe depression
I'm not okay and I don't know how to be. Quick back story. In one months time I had to send my son to a 30 day assessment center. I lost my job, my roommate moved out and I think he groomed my 18 year old step son, the day after he moved out so did my step son. He went to live with his mom who can't properly take care of him and won't protect him. For context he has mild CP but he still needs care from specialists. The moving stuff happened the day my son came home and 2 days after he came home excited to spend time with his brother who won't talk to him or see him. Oh and school started the day after my step son moved out. Well my step son as usual decided to emotionaly abuse me and blame me and so did the roommate (was a friend for 10years) it was so bad I was going to attemp something but didn't I have my 13 and 2 year old but needed to dull the pain after being being bullied and stuff by the 18 year old so I self harmed that night. Now I cant get out of this whole. My sever anxiety and depression have been a problem for year and working is extremely hard. The last job I had was me caring for a friends dad for 5 years. Getting a job is impossible because of it and my family needs me we have no money and I'm scared. #Depression