So for the first time in a long time. Like I can’t even remember the last time I feel present in the moment. Like I am actively apart of my life. I’m not on the side line just watching me go through the motions. While this is awesome it is also so much effort and exhausting. I’m taking back my life as best I can but the toll on me is draining.
The bad part is I don’t have much in the way of people understanding what is going on with me. They see that I am doing things both at work and in my personal life and they are happy for me but they can’t seem to understand how I can go from being awake and all good to just not having the energy to even talk.
Thanks for reading I just needed to get this out.