New to this
I’m a new found autistic at 44, when reality hit was after not only one job from a hospital didn’t let me have my medical leave because of health issues and the previous job before that being my father denied my unemployment when I was 6 months pregnant because he didn’t want it affecting his business. I am now realizing how much I suffered and struggled because I didn’t know. I realize it was because my father didn’t want a disabled child and beat me into talking and learning other things. I am struggling mentally because of these things and that I lost my husband from cancer a year ago and trying to start life over is so difficult because even my resume needs 17 years of employment cut because of how they discriminated against me and will probably not give a good reference on my behalf. I am struggling with who to relay on because my family doesn’t believe I need support and isn’t trying to understand. I’m very much feeling lost in a life I created to protect people like myself just to be slapped in the face that it was myself I should have been concentrating on. I’m so frustrated, disappointed, hurt, and that’s not even half of it. Please be kind to a hurt soul💯


