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I don’t want to die but I’m tired of living, I don’t feel hope anymore.
Over the past two years, my life has felt like one crisis after another. I got in a terrible car accident that left my car completely useless. My grandmother died, my cat passed away, and my mom was diagnosed with cancer and had to go through treatment. Around the same time, my brother got deported, which caused a huge amount of stress and instability in my family. I also went through two painful breakups, including one that ended very suddenly and left me emotionally wrecked.
On top of all of that, I’ve been trying to survive financially by 2 juggling jobs while also dealing with burnout, anxiety, and depression. I had to step away from college even though I was close to finishing because I couldn’t afford it emotionally or financially anymore. I feel exhausted all the time, emotionally numb some days and overwhelmed on others. I keep trying to move forward, but honestly I feel very lost, tired, and like I’ve been in survival mode for a very long time. I go to therapy and I’m medicated w/lexapro but it doesn’t seem to help. I’m just so tired
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