Findingstrength

Hello Mighty friends I hope everyone is doing well and I hope we all have been growing. I'm back on here looking for answer for myself. about 3 months ago I was involved in a terrible accident I crashed while mountain bio with my friends and I completely smashed my head I don't remember much of anything in fact I'm missing about 3 years solid of my memory. I was diagnosed with amnsia issues but that was about it. I have had to relearn how to work, interact with people and basically I had to understand that 3 years has gone by. I was involved with multiple problematic relationships that don't really plague my mind anymore. From what I remember because I write in my journal was that these things have had a huge impact on me but know since I can't remember it I've learnt to let it go. It's not for me anymore.

I still do not understand why this happened to me. Basic things for me is difficult I can't be in work meetings because I get overwhelmed too much and I start panicking. Thank the maker that I have a super understanding boss who is trying her absolute best to worke into things slowly.

More history with brain injuries. I played football for 9 years of my life and I have on record have had a total of 13 concussions minor and major after everyone I have pushed my body and mind to my breaking point everytime I never healed properly. I just kept going idk why and from what I remember and what I'm told those ones when I was younger were the worst I would have to stay in a dark room for days the headaches were always to much for me to handle and I sto developing issues with my eyesight. Fast forward too 3 months ago and all I felt from this injury is the loss of my memory that's it I don't remember having any issues with headaches or having to be in a dark room I was able to function perfectly fine 6 days after my injury. They only side affect was not remembering 4 year (it's now down too 3 years) I crashed going downhill with some friends and from what I'm told we were going really fast I got tossed of my bike and it was a pretty messy accident.

I'm seeing all my specialists my doctors, neurologist, physiologists, and physiotherapist. Even they are having a difficult time trying to figure out my brain mostly my neruologist. I guess I'm just back on here reaching out to see if anyone else has experienced something like this. I know where I'm going in my life. It wouldn't hurt to have a few more people to talk to about this.

I feel okay I just stay up late and I wake up late as well my brain runs in the late hours of the nights. Thank you for listening if you have a chance I appreciate it. (I can only post one photo of my helmet but that thing is bruised and banged up. There are large gouges and dents in the helmet)

#Concussion #MemoryLoss #BrainInjury #Findingstrength

i keep losing interest doing something i love but art was never my thing..i start by doing mandala colouring, it was a struggle to finish these.. I kept colouring because every single time i finish it, sense of achievement kick in and i feel worth the time i spend on this.
#ArtTherapy #Anxiety #Depression #Findingstrength

I need to find some motivation as I struggle surviving life right now. Would love to hear what mantras or quotes help encourage you. #Findingstrength #Quotes #Motivation #Depression #Anxiety #MajorDepressiveDisorder #Divorce #Work #weightgain #inspire

Could anyone share a story of coming out of chronic depression and achieving happiness?
I’ve been depressed on and off since I was kid. For the past seven years, I’ve been mostly depressed and have tried many different modalities of treatment. I’m terrified of exhausting my options and still being miserable. I’m losing hope of recovery and could use some inspiration.
If you have had depressive episodes that seem to have lasted in the span of years, but have found happiness, please share.

#MightyPoets #Findingstrength This prayer hangs where I can see it first thing in the morning.