I See A Fragmented, Horrifically Tortured Soul, Looking Back A ‘Me’ ...
An Empty Shell, Yet With A ‘Mind’, That Continuously, Stares Further N Further, Into The Deep, Dark, Bleak Abyss Of Death, As Each ‘Second’ Expires ...
I ‘Come’, With A ‘Warning’, ...
One That Says, I’ve A Very ‘Short’, Expiration ‘Date’ ...
Im Encapsulated, Within A ‘Tunnel’, Where ‘Playing’ In My ‘Eyesight’, On A Continuous Loop 24-7 / 365’s, Is One Horrendous Memory, After Another, N Another, N Another, With ‘No-Way’, Except The ‘Ultimate-One’, Of ‘Stopping / Breaking’ The ‘Sheer-Hell’ Of ‘This’, What Has Been / Still Is My ‘Existence’ ...
I’m Not ‘Living’, I Just ‘Breath’, Which Only ‘Extends’ My ‘Victimisation / Existence’ ...
I See The Outline Of A ‘Skeleton’, Literally Just ‘Skin-N-Bones’, With Two Plasters, ‘Crisscrossing’ Over My Mouth ...
One Has ‘Nil-By-Mouth’ Typed Upon It ...
The Other, ‘Sssshhhhh’ ...
Both In There ‘Own-Right’, Have Always Been / Still Are, ‘Crucifying’ Me, Since I Was A Child ...
I See, The ‘Excruciating’, Both ‘Emotional’ And ‘Physical’ Pain, Etched Into Every ‘Fibre-Of-My-Being’ ...
I See, ‘DEATH’ In ‘All’ It’s ‘Glory’, Waiting For Me ...
I ‘Know’, I Will Take, My ‘Last-Breath’, Very, Very Soon ...

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