I know its better to get it out than to keep it in so here it goes.
This is a guy who "likes" me and I guess is trying to impress me. I no longer use medical marijuana because although it helps my anxiety it doesn't exactly help my depression so I've taken other routes to supporting my mental health that have been working. I know he's trying to be nice and "joking" but possibly because I know him, this rubbed me the wrong way and I'll tell you why later.
Conversation on social media:
Him: Makes post on social media of sweet treats.
Me: You eat edibles now?
Him: I'm getting better so I can hang with you.
Me: I haven't done it in quite a while so you're way ahead of me.
Him: What! Are you okay? Do I need to make a delivery. Lol
Me:Wait...not doing eds means I'm not okay?? 🤔 Backwards nation we're living in lol 🥴
Him: Whats up, why u not doin well? Bc you haven't had any
Him: Haven't had any weed? I'm not bein fresh
Me:Am I suppose to have it? Lol I'm not being fresh either lol
Him: So what do want? Drink, food or other?
Me: I'm good. Thank you.
Him: Np ❤️ smarty 😂😂
Why did this conversation bother me?
Nowadays when you choose to be sober in a drug addicted world, others see it as strange or you're the one who's not okay. 🥴 Weird.
This is my life and my journey. Of course I can always kindly and simply say no thank you but nobody should be put in the position to be questioned and to explain themselves as to why they don't want to do something that they don't want to do.
#3 : I have a medical card and can get marijuana whenever I need it. I told him I haven't done it in quite a while but he still offered me some. I don't need a stanger dropping off weed to me. This bothers me because people who don't have access or money would have fallen into this trap and taken off their journey not to mention the safety and security concerns. I especially want women to be careful in situations like this but everyone should use their best judgment.
#4 I get that I am who I attract and I attract who I am but come on universe what this be? Lol Right now I'm in my own little world, healing in my own little universe. I see situations like these as tests. I believe when you're moving into a new chapter in your life the universe will see if you're ready to move forward and im ready. Nothing is going to have me go backwards. Upward and onwards is the only direction I'm headed.
#5 Why did I relate this to being single? Because we would have never met and exchanged numbers if I was in a relationship. We met twice previously and never even indulged in any weed together. He's not a bad guy but trying to impress me this way is a major turn off.
Okay, rant done! Good night 🌃
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Does anyone use it who might have some suggestions on where to start or what has worked for them? #MedicalMarijuana
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