NeedFriends

Hello! I’m new here and this is hard for me to do but figured I would try... My fiancé told me that I need to look into counseling for my anxiety and apparently I get angry too fast and over everything 🤷🏼‍♀️ he’s right lol I also have a hard time letting go of things. I stress too much and sometimes over stupid things. I get frustrated when things don’t go the way I hoped or planned. I stress/worry about everything; events, things in the past, and the future. My anxiety gets to me so much that it stops me from doing things that I want to do, it makes me fail at things, and is causing problems in my relationship. It’s even stopping me from going to a counselor and getting help. I’m scared. I’m embarrassed. Any advice? Tips? Someone to talk too? #Anxiety #Problems #anger #scared #needhelp #NeedFriends #ThisIsOutOfMyComfortZone #worry

#DistractMe #NeedFriends trigger warning. I need help.lost my grandpa last week and my family has been pushing me to the physical limits for 15 days straight. I am from chicago and they are toxic telling me to stoo putting my illness int he way and focus on the family.its hard because he died in my gmas and my arms because he fell down the stairs(been living with them 13 years) . Be i have hmo bcbs group 447 and no one wants to perscribe anything for my mental health.i have no friends or supporting family.i been so self harming and suicidal recently.(been struggling since age 14 now 26) what would you do? I am also broke sonidk if i can just walk in to a clinic and idk how all that wotks.

On the outside I look together. I’m a professional, always smiling. But my husband of 10 years says I’m too much. That I complain too much and my children (from previous marriage) are too much (2 are adults and one is a teen). I have no friends and no family left. Living in a small community where therapy may be too close for comfort. Just when I thought I had it all together, everything feels like it’s falling apart. My oldest son (adult) hates me. My middle child (adult)is struggling with mental health and addiction and my youngest got kicked out of school for cheating and his severe impulsivity. I hate my job but I work from home mostly and no other job pays as much if I were to leave. My husband won’t express his feelings except to say he’s ready to leave me and I thought we had this healthy wonder relationship. I express my feelings on everything and he never expresses his. #Broken #NeedFriends #Spiralling

I can’t sleep. Had this problem since I was 8. I take meds but they go through cycles. Right now is one where it’s not. My husband sleeps in the living room. For many reasons. I just feel so alone. I need friends. Someone who understands any chronic condition & wants to vent & listen to me vent sometimes without saying I’m whining