As far back as I can remember many things have gone wrong. In recent years I’ve often considered that I’m the common denominator. Maybe I’m the one that attracts destruction and those who would likely cause harm.
Does anyone else experience things frequently going wrong around them? Problems in relationships and at work? People getting hurt or suddenly dying or their life falls apart?
As everybody time to time have anxiety, i just asked myself one time- what if i try to open the Bible, as we know this is words from our creator of world, as we know that God is love. And nobody loves us much more that God and Jesus Christ.
And you know what - it's helping me with my anxiety, problems e.t.c. I thanks to God everything what i have.
Sometimes when i feel bad, i just say to myself - Jesus Christ was suffer his pain, so i need as well suffer it, and after this words (1-2 hour) everything changing to better.
I swear. So this is my small advice to everybody who struggling with anxiety.
If you want to start for example speak with God, try to use this random Bible verse
This will help you to make the first step.
What yout think about it, is God can help you in your problems?
I haven't seen my psychiatrist is over a year... Last I seen her, I was put on mood stabilizers and was supposed to start DBT. Then I got pregnant and stopped taking my meds. Then covid happened and I stopped the DBT.. Was supposed to restart it in September but I had some pretty stressful stuff happen in September (on top of a newborn!) So that didn't happen.
Now, I'm at a point where I am self aware enough to know I need the therapy and possibly the medication but not in crisis ATM. And I can't put myself into crisis mode either. How do I reach out for the help and be taken seriously even though I'm not in crisis mode?
Is anyone here from Iowa and ever dealt with Amerigroup and Medicaid?
I’m trying to switch to Iowa Total Care and everybody EXCEPT my doctors seems to be giving me the run around! Isn’t it supposed to be the other way around with insurance?!?
It’s been over a month since I had therapy and needless to say a lot of sh!t has happened in that month. I’m not going to be able to keep it together much longer. And I swear if them giving me the run around messes with my meds they’re never gonna hear the end of it....
#Insurance #Problems #Undiagnosed #Depression #Anxiety
My father might go blind. He's suffered a heart attack 10+ years back causing him to get bypass surgery. A few years later he sufferes a stroke. He's also been q diabetic since his 20s now he has bleeding well has had bleeding in the back of both eyes causing vision problems like blurring and seeing floaters. Its gotten quite serious. He doesn't like to talk about his health 😔 and if some of you follow me you know that my family is a dysfunctional one. Ya see my 2nd eldest brother is a bum drunk with a wife and 3 kids he doesn't support them neither does his wife. Both dont work. My folks have been trying to kick them out and they just wont leave more like my brother refuses to leave. Hes a narcissistic pice of crap. And the fights my mom and dad have with him scare the living crap outta me because my mom is also like my dad except she got bypass two times and doesn't have the bleeding in eyes but is partially blind in both eyes. And a whole lotta other health issues. List is as big as a 2in binder. I have made my peace with my dads diagnosis and also with both parents declined health. I am scared of losing them especially with this pandemic. I have this all in my head and...well honestly idk how I feel...I've repressed my feelings. And I'm hollow ish. I feel an aching in my chest. I know I cant do much for them. I havent gotten a job but I've applied to countless places. And I dont think ill get my license anytime soon 😔 I'm I guess overwhelmed. Idk how to feel or process this. All I can do is say I'm gonna be ok and keep to myself cry later. Just smile for now and laugh. Because I still have my folks with me. #Advice #Family #Depression #Problems #helpme
Gotta "Believe", as my little ceramic garden frog says!!! I've been where I only hoped for death. I'm near there still. But after 4 days of intense physical #Pain ,that finally affected me yesterday- #Emotionally & #mentally & #spiritually , I'm determined to have a #better #day #today !!!! Damn Straight!!!! Out with intrusive #negative thoughts,& memories. Out with holding onto #resentments I've held on to from those who've badly & painfully done &/or said malicious things to #hurt me. I've been #oppressed by these things too long !!!! I'm "shaking it off - I'm throwing it away. Well,let's be honest. Let's say, I'm not going to quit working on it. I suppose it's a process....but it starts with a decision & succeeds with #Determination & #tenacity !!!! ~·~·~· #PTSD #Memories #Trauma #multipletrauma #Drugged #raped ~·~·~·~......my story is too ugly to continue on this path.....im chucking it all atleast for today. I need a day off from this high degree of continual #Anxiety & #Depression & #Pain . it's affecting my #Sleep & the intensity of pain of my #Fibromyalgia ......im going to "find some #peace of #mind " (a line from a RHCP song. )........today I'm "on #Vacation " ,.......(from my #Problems )😁oh man, but DOES MY BODY #hurt !!! ......Need #rest & ssleep......this morning I have a virtual psychiatric appt .via ZOOM......a "Psych-Eval "- geeze!!! God give me #strength !!!!........ & another cup of #coffee !!!!☕ ☕ ☕ ☕ ☕
#Trauma #Therapy for #PTSD 1st time really “ready” to open up with #Psychiatrist at 37 #childhoodtrauma #abuse #neglect #fearofabandonment #psychologicalabuse from a father that I would describe as #CharlesManson with a #TheBible in one hand and #Alcoholism in the other. In addition to a family that #rejected me completely so much so that on both sides of my #Divorced #Family I had rules that if I walked in the room within one minute all of my cousins had to leave my #physical presence because I was just #different but never had #behavioral #Problems just major misunderstandings and what seemed like a lot of #bad luck because of the many #Labels that seem to get stuck to me throughout the years in public #Education . So I was sent to live #alone with my #Father at 11 on a #cult like farm with no access to the outside world (no modern technology including TV, Radio or Phone) and he #brainwashed me as a #Child to never speak to anyone or they would lock me up and throw away the key or call me a liar and ignore me completely. So I have major #Trust #issues and have no clue where to begin when I see my #Therapist via video this week. I also have #ADHD with a #mind that is #hyper #creative and #super analytical seems like a #Gift and #Curse when expressing my #Thoughts and #Emotions #help #Advice #ParanoidThoughts