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Hello new members and so excited you joined 'A Safe Sapce'! My name is Kate and I'm a part of the Morning Chaos System. We are an OSDD system, and we may do alter intros at some point. Super excited you've joined, so enjoy!

#osdd #DID #newmembers #SafeSpace #Anxiety #Autism #ASD #SH #SuicidalIdeation #Bettertogether

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☆ " Therapy Art In The Form To Alway's Combat " ☆ #SH

☆ " Self Awareness... And Destructive Behavior's Come In All Diffrent Form's... Mine Are By In The Form Of Self Negative Talk.. Or Injurie's At Work That Are Not On Purpose... But Other Form's Leave Visable Scar's... Or Lead To More Chronic Pain... I Would Love To Get My 1st Tattoo But I Don't Like Needle's... I Already Have Scar's From Fall's Or Work Related Scar's And Childhood Surgerie's... And Stretch Mark's... So With Alot Of People Suffering From Self Harm Find Art Therapy To Combat The Fight... In Harming... Is It Really Worth The Pain To Go Through... It Just Lead's To More Scar's To Remember And Look At Daily... And No I'm Not Bashing Or Anything Like That So Don't Paint My Post In A Negative Way These Are Just Question's And Thought's Honestly..." ° #t .W. ¤ Skaoi Kvitravn ¤

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° " Dreading Going Into Work For 5 Day's... " ° #SH #IntrusiveThought 's

° " So I Was Finally Off Mon / Today... Everytime I Wake Up In The Morning... This Is Going To Sound Disappointing.. I Want To Just End It... I Have Already Hurt Myself At Work... Alot Actually But Out Of Frustration... And The Amount Disrespect That I'm Getting Is Insane... My Co-worker's Constantly Complain Why I'm Never At Work... Well I Need To Recharge And Rest... I Work For The Worst Boss... That I Have Right Now... So Cruel And Unfortunately Two-Faced... She Would Fake Being Super Nice To Me... And Next Now She's Looking For Way's To Fire Me... I Don't Think The Complaint That I Made Yesterday Morning Will Go Through... Companie's Have Loop Hole's... All Of These People Really Have No Idea The Amount Of Abuse From Customer's Calling Me The R-Word Slow... Incompetent. A Horrible Cashier... My Co-Worker's Say Racist Thing's Behind My Back... Tbh I Just Don't Want To Live In This World Anymore... Why I'm I So Nice And Helpful To Other's... When All They Do Is Stab You In The Back... I Truly Don't Like Working Any Customer Service Job's... Why Was The Job Market Setup Like This... I Do Better By Working Alone... Without Any Distraction's Or Loud Noise... I Only Get Super Overwhelmed On The Register Because Too Many Customer's See The Menu And Keep Changing What They Want... How Is This My Fault... My Boss Get's Very Annoying And Angry At Me Because I Call Her Too Much.. To Remove Thing's... Some Customer's Apologie's Are Fake.. But Never Want To Say That They Messed Up.. I'm Just Totally Burnt Out... My Body Is Crying... And I'm Losing Every Bit Of Myself Just Trying To Survive In This High Inflation... And Right Now It's Harder To Find A Decent Job... Nobody Want's To Hire Someone With Disabilitie's... I'm Too Much Of A Cost And A Liability..." • ▪︎▪︎¤ S.K. ¤▪︎▪︎

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° " Why I Dislike Human's... And Feel Disconnected.. From Almost Everyone.. " ° #FindingIssue 's

° " This Started When I Was Very Little... Not Having My Father Probably Affected How I View Human's... And Having An Emotionless Mother.. That Didn't Show Any Physical Love Like Hug's.. But Would Show It By Buying Thing's.. Those Are Thing's That I Didn't Want But Experienced It Anyway's.. Now Fast Forward... To How I View Human's... I'm A Loner.. I Don't Let Anyone Get Close To Me At All.. I'm Pretty Distant When It Come's To My Sibling's... Trust Me They Are The Same Way... So I Don't Have Friendship's Not Even Outside Of My Job... Because I Don't Like Immature People... If I Can Try To Get To Know Someone... Maybe Trust Will Build One Day... But Right Now.. Too Many Bullie's And Mean Hurtful People Are Ruling This Messed Up World.. So For Now I Will Stay Locked Up With My Pure Heart.. And Mind.. Even Though My Mind Is Not Doing Well For These 2 Month's... Thought's Alot Of #SH .. And Alot Of Saddness Going On Atm... " ° Sincerely, °•° SKAOI KVITRAVN °•° #severedepression

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× " So Today I Litterly This Time Needed Rest... Because My Body Wasn't Allowing Me To Get Up For Work " × #Anxiety #ChronicPain #Depression

× " I Sent A Text This Morning .. I Worked So Much Last Week.. My Body Told Me NO! I'm So Sleep Deprived.. That All I Think About Is Work... And Then #si #SH ... Want To Play A Role Too... Even Though I Have Never Acted Nor Done Ethier One... But I Feel Worthless All This Grinding For What Just To Try An Afford An Overpriced Place To Stay... I'm Like Running On Fume's My Job Already As Me Feeling The BURNOUT MODE... I Feel Overwhelmed And Overworked... And Not Appreciated... I'm Starting To Feel Miserable... Because Other's Don't Want To Work.. I Should Litterly Get A Pay Cutt Out Of Everyone's Check's Who Don't Want To Work... I Value My Physical And Mental Health And This Job Is Breaking Me... " × #Anxiety #Depression ☆☆☆ S.K. ☆☆☆

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I'm really struggling. I'm having self-harm urges and I'm scared. I don't want to hurt myself, but I don't know if I can stop either.

I feel like such a burden to everybody around me. I can't seem to do anything but hurt them. I've been crying myself to sleep every night for the past few weeks, and every day I have to stop myself from cutting. I need help but I don't know how to reach out and ask for it. After coming out as trans, things seem to be harder for me too. I've finally figured out who I am, but it seems that I can't be that person. All because other people don't like it. Within the past week, I've had 4 attempts and a total of over 70 cuts and then 2 burns. I'm scared. I don't know what to do and I don't know how to ask for help. *sigh* I'm stuck with a fake laugh and a lying smile. But I don't know how much longer this can go on. Seems like there's always someone who disapproves. Judge me and hate me without even knowing me. And it's even worse when they do know me because then they know where to hit me. Where my soft spots are. I go through each day not knowing why I'm still here. Here being on Earth, or in a house that doesn't feel like home anymore, I don't know. I've tried talking to my mom but it doesn't seem to quite get through. I still spend each day struggling. I still spend each day wondering. Wondering if it'll ever get better, wonder if I'll get a chance to really live this life that I've been given. I try so hard to make things easier for my friends and my family, but when do I get to make things easy for me? I'm 16, but I've lived the struggles of someone 30. I've been raped, molested, on the verge of death. I've been through across rooms and called horrible things that nobody should ever be called. I've been starved and beaten. And yet nobody ever thinks to stop and ask, "Can I help?" or "Are you okay?" I'm only 16, I'm a child! Why am I being forced to do all of this on my own? It's not fair that I'm forced to think that I'm crazy when I say I'm never heard here. My mom is great, she's better than I deserve. But her boyfriend is a gaslighting emotionally abusive man who thinks he's the fucking king. He pretends to be supportive but then turns around and talks shit about me to his friends and his mom. For years I've been trying to tell my mother that he degrades me and makes me feel like I'm not worthy. I've even said it bluntly and it's always "We're working on it" or "I'm doing the best I can". And I know that this makes her sound bad, but I promise you that I see that she's trying. But I can also see that her boyfriend is not willing to change at all. He's an alcoholic, but I can't be around alcohol. I used to be an alcoholic...when I was about 10 to 15. And then I was over it because I didn't like how it made me feel (the stealing or the alcohol), not to mention that I have complete panic attacks when he drinks because I have PTSD from 2 different men doing and saying things while they were drunk. ONE OF THEM BEING HIM!! I just...*sigh* I don't know what to do anymore.#Depression #Survivor #Anxiety #LGBTQ #helpme #SH #trans

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"Breakfast with the moon" By Powfu 😭😭😭😭😭

"Ya, oh

She want me, I know it, even tho' I'm broken

When she look at me, I see, that she's also hopeless

I notice her emotion flowin' out, her heart is open

Because she trust me (I think she loves me)

I hold her close with passion, imagining what could happen

She acting like a bandage, she healing all my damage

Yeah she's the one I've been waiting for to, land on my planet

Unlike them other girls she got my back and she won't stab it

This is true love, no there's not a plot twist

Knowing what she's thinking, yes I'm friends with her conscience

Clearing out my toxins every time we talkin'

Kiss me in the dark, middle of our movie watching

You the best thing and everything a friend could be

You got my heart locked up, I could never leave

Staying up late at night when we textin'

My plate's full, but time with you I'll keep on spending (okay)

I hate it when you're not with me

'Cause it feels like something's missing

'Cause it feels like something's missing

I hate it when you're not with me

I hate it when you're not with me

'Cus it feels like something's missing

Ay, ay

I'ma show you everything and everything I hide behind

Tell you my whole story, I can take you back to '99

Loving you's a sequence, keeps my heart beating

I'ma keep you warm even if it means I'm freezing

Used to act reckless, then I met you

We both eatin' breakfast underneath the moon

People think we crazy from the stupid things we do

I love it when you're weird, 'cause I know I'm weird too

Yeah, that's just how we live, acting like some kids

Running with the bugs through the grass in the mist

Girl I'll give you everything, that's my final offer

I can be your knight, protect you from the monsters, yeah

I hate it when you're not with me

'Cause it feels like something's missing

'Cause it feels like something's missing


This is the song that "belonged" to me and my ex-boyfriend. I still love him, but I can never have him. Right now, this song is getting me through a really hard time. I'm at a very low point right now.

#Depression #Anxiety #Pain #help #SH #Love

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It hurts that songs like this hit hard... (This is just some of the lyrics of the song) "Sarah" By We Three

Little Sara, you're a diamond in the rough

And I know that you don't hear this all enough

And I'm sure that's why your wrists have tons of cuts

And I'm sure that's why you think you're not enough

On your 19th birthday, you thought that you were done

Tons of people in your home, but it only felt like one

'Cause your brain can only think about the waiting loaded gun

But your friends are all still here, so pretend you're having fun

All your friends they wanna drink 'cause it's your birthday

But you've been drinking straight probably since last Thursday

Drinking is the only thing that makes you feel just okay

It keeps the trigger finger off the trigger and at bay

Your mind can only think about the things it shouldn't

Your brain is filled with thoughts of wishing that ya didn't

Little Sarah, perk your ears up, try to listen

But she can't hear a sound because she's locked in a prison

She can barely see the pavement

She can barely read the signs

People think she's complicated

But never wanna look inside

'Cause she's a little too R-rated

And they're a little too damn blind

She's just looking for her angels

But they're a little hard to find

Little Sara, you've been skipping out on class

And any minute now, your friends are gonna ask

Why the hell you're always acting sorta sad?

And why the hell your weed just never seems to last?

But the truth is, you don't wanna let your secret out

'Cause they think it's wrong for you to take a different route

All except your mom too bad that she's just not around

And don't get me wrong, those words you've tried to get them out

But their views been skewed from their plastic news

From their plasma tubes, so they won't fit in your shoes

Except for Sunday blues, but you got Monday blues

And you got Tuesday blues, damn, every day ya might lose

All your friends they wanna smoke 'cause it's a Friday

But you've been smoking straight probably since last Sunday

I know you know you shouldn't say that you are okay

But you still look 'em in the eye and lie then go to use your ashtray

Little Sara, last night, you got it bad

In that moment, you could barely even

Add up two or three reasons why you're glad

And I guess that's why you grabbed your pen and pad

It was 6:14, and you could barely even read

All the words you'd written down when it was time for you to leave

Your phone was on the ground and you could barely hear it ring

Couldn't even hear a sound, couldn't feel a single thing

Now it's 6:15, and you're on your knees

Blood is on your sleeves, and your lungs won't breathe

Eyes are watering, body's shivering

And you're wondering what is happening

Now it's 6:23, and they're on their knees

Begging "Jesus please, can you make her breathe?"

'Cause they finally see what was happening

Cause they finally see what was happening

Underneath their nose and underneath your sleeves

#Depression #Anxiety #SH #LGBTQ #Teen #PTSD #helpme

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