Recovery Warriors
February 16, 2022
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Madness speaks to me
A wild voice bold and loud
It speaks in a secret language
That would shock any crowd.
It is my inner voice
Telling my unique story
If it stays quiet too long
It is time to worry.
My life is painful and dull
But quickens sometimes at night
My heart beats, pounds, flutters
Almost as if there’s to be a fight.
“You again?” the voice whispers
“Who else?” I whisper back
Before I know it, all my emotions
Rise up, overflow and attack.
It is not a friendly voice I hear
But nor is it an enemy
It has been with me too long
For me not to recognize as simply me.
#CheckInWithMe #MightyPoets #Anxiety #Depression #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #BipolarDisorder #PTSD #SubstanceRelatedDisorders #ChronicIllness #ChronicPain #Disability
I started using when I was 14 I'm 35 now. I used to do once in a while. Well April 2017 went to jail for 1st time for possession, and controlled substance. When I got released I had my mind set I'm done for good. Well about 2 1/2 yrs into my sobriety my husband decides he wants to use & I'm guessing he didn't like me being sober and bettering myself. So about Oct 2019 took my 1st hit and that was it. Since started using again its like I can't stop I dnt get it. I've tried inpatient, group support, AA& NA. And nothing works. I'm lost for words
#SubstanceRelatedDisorders #relasped #Methaddiction #needhelp
Like having mental illnesses isn't hard enough, why don't we throw in substance disorders into the mix for some sufferers just to make things EXTRA hard...you know I'm a twinless twin/womb twin survivor, I have bpd major depressive disorder and severe anxiety...add on top of that 43 yrs of ALL KINDS of abuse and sprinkle on addictions and I've got a pretty massive toxic mess...oh did I mention I'm also in a narcissistic abusive relationship....and you get the picture. .... I've hit rock bottom a yr ago and am just drowning in it all and the misery praying death takes me....why must anyone suffer like this AND WORSE than this....no one should have to endure anything so miserable dark and empty existing in feelings that can be compaired to feeling like drowning/dying slowly....I'm not a bad person, I did nothing to deserve this life but be born....idk why I can't find healing...some form of tiny relief...all I can do is pray death comes!!!!and no one notices this pain and misery I've lived my whole existence it's amazing to me how oblivious others are....I'm sorry just venting bc my suffering is in the extreme area and has been for about a month...I pray in the near future I take some steps forward for some kind of relief
#SubstanceRelatedDisorders
Your track record of making it through each day is 100%. Keep that up!
#MentalHealth #Anxiety #Depression #CheckInWithMe #MentalHealthAwareness #PTSD #ChronicIllness #Disability #SubstanceRelatedDisorders
Always remember : your flaws can never ever override your positive traits and blessings.
#MentalHealth #Anxiety #Depression #CheckInWithMe #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #BipolarDisorder #PTSD #SubstanceRelatedDisorders
Just so they know someone is out there....
#Anxiety #Depression #CheckInWithMe #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #BipolarDisorder #PTSD #Trauma #SubstanceRelatedDisorders
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