Suicidal Ideation

Please pray for the devil to be gone and removed from me forever. I just want the devil to be gone and removed from me forever; never to return. It would mean so much to me and make me so happy if the devil is gone from me forever. Everyone please pray that it will be gone forever and manifest it disappearing from me forever.
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My mom swore that I will live the life that I want and I am not. I don’t mind if my parents run crazy at old age because this life I am living sucks. I have had so many people be rude and disrespectful to me including my family. If my parents ever seek mental help at old age I will laugh because when they talk it’s like they aren’t careful of what they are saying. They aren’t even bothering to help me out properly. I have been in a mental hospital more than 10 times and they make it seem like it’s not a serious thing. I really do think they both do need mental help though because I have been through so much and they make it seem like it’s not too much so I don’t care if they do ever seek out mental help. They both should seek mental help
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I would feel so much better about myself if I lost all this weight and kept it off forever. Nobody wants to be overweight or fat. I just really hope I lose all this weight naturally and safely. My dad put me on a weight loss pill years ago prescribed by a dietitian and the pill caused me to breakout on my face with really deep acne scarring. I hope that never happens ever again. Please give me your best advice on how to lose all this weight and not gain it back. It would mean the world to me if I lost all this weight and kept it off forever.
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My dad told me he doesn’t want to keep me and they are very hypocritical. When I was staying by a hotel because I didn’t want to stay home, he cursed me out so nasty. The other day I kind of talked to him aggressively and when he talks to me that way, he thinks it’s okay. They want me to respect them but they don’t do the same thing back. I rather have a mental illness for the rest of my life than to take care of my parents. I was in and out of mental hospitals and they didn’t even send me clothes in the hospital or come to visitation. What makes you think I should take care of them because I won’t. I deserve to be out living my most best life. My parents have called me disgusting and nasty. Sometimes I would be happy if they seeked mental help themselves because my mom literally sweared that I will get everything I want and I don’t know if that will come true. They don’t make enough effort to help me and then they said I don’t listen to them but they won’t listen to me either. They don’t want to do family therapy. The environment isn’t toxic or abusive. My parents are just messed up. Please don’t comment telling me to take care of my parents or tell them how I feel because I have tried talking them and they won’t listen so I really don’t want to engage in that conversation again. I have been in a mental hospital more than 10 times and I am sure they wouldn’t mind putting me back there if they had enough money so I am not gonna do anything for them. They don’t deserve anything from me. My dad literally told me he doesn’t give a shit about me and nobody does. And you know when he feels like he is running nuts next time, maybe a mental evaluation would be good for both of my parents at old age lol
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My older sister has like had 10 boyfriends. I never even had one and all the men I ever liked called me ugly. You guys please don’t comment telling me the right man will come a long because that is not what this is about. My older sister has always been mean to me and she has always had so many friends and is normal. One time she told someone I am crazy and I want her life. When she used to live in my parents house with me, she would dig out my closet and use all makeup, clothing, and shoes. It upset me that all these men gave her a chance. Every man I ever liked said I am ugly and rejected me! I am close to 30 years old and a virgin. I am diagnosed with Schizoaffective Bipolar disorder. I really hate the way I look. I am never gonna be happy and no it’s not because I don’t have a boyfriend. It’s because all these men said I am ugly. I am surprised if I ever find the right mental help. It’s not easy being unattractive

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I know deep down something is really wrong with me. I have dealt with depression since a young age and had a psychotic breakdown in the 7th grade where I started hearing voices. I have been in and out of mental hospitals more than 10 times. I am not happy. I am barely living a life. Sometimes I just want to lock myself up in the mental hospital for good

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Lately, I've been in mind, and I can't seem to find a way out this time so I've been acting like I'm fine my hearts beating out my chest, can't get it to slow down I been feeling stressed I can't even breathe, I think I'm depressed I can't sleep, I just think i need some rest. But this anxiety's leaving me nothing left. I'm feeling alone, lately, I'm losing control I might just drive off the road, feel like my heart too cold i feel like I'm losing control, and maybe I'm far too gone

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It would make me happy for the rest of my life if all my wishes that I have written down always come true right away instantly and I won’t ever be depressed ever again if they all always come true. If you all know they will come true, please comment telling me all my wishes will come true. I hope everyone on here wishes come true too and all the best to you! 🧚‍♀️
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