If something bothers me, I feel itchy until I feel like I have processed it. I need to do a lot of external processing. Idk why. I used to journal but that has been harder for me lately.
So I kind of have been talking about the things that have been really bothering me a lot. You know what I’m talking about. And how it links to my trauma. So I have been taking some action by making phone calls. At two points, I noticed some weird things going on, and I called the news.
They got back with me today; they knew about my history about being unhoused, about my education, etc from the information I mentioned when I called those two times. The woman was so nice and she helped me share my story about being disabled, unhoused, needing benefits, and why advocating is so important for me. She told me “okay, this story will air during the 5:00 news.”
✨✨✨Did I know this was an interview? No. I am wearing a zip up hoodie, dry shampoo in my hair, yesterday’s mascara under my eye from being slept on. ✨✨✨
😂 So I just shared a lot of information about my story on the local news where I grew up. Most people probably don’t know I was unhoused, especially people from my past. I could have decided against it. Especially because my family live here too. But if it gets out to anyone, I really am not upset. I am lucky to share a story about how hard it is because people don’t understand the disability rules. And it doesn’t get brought up enough. And there is a lot of stigma and misinformation I am willing to correct with data and lived experience. I think I have done a good job.
Anyways, let’s see what happens i guess?
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