Being considered “broken “ or “emotionally damaged” does weigh heavy on my mind, especially in the last few days. Being a product of your environment is terrible, but I’m still trying to figure out ways to make progress within myself. #MentalHealth #Depression #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Anxiety #Broken #damaged
I'm so tired of the #ChronicPain and fatigue and loneliness and uselessness. I'm tired of being a #damaged person living a meaningless life.
I don't understand why I was ever even born.
I am so tired. 😭
What are you suffering with that was not your fault and that no one apologized for? One of mine would be my father screaming at me all the time growing up causing severe anxiety disorder and so an inability to function properly! Never Apologized!!! #ChronicIllness #BipolarDisorder #Anxiety #dualdiagnoses #Recovery #Healing #Grief #damaged
Dating a man 22 years older than me. I feel so secure and accepted by him. I have never been in a relationship where I was told how amazing I am and how lucky he feels to be with me. There’s a part of me that thinks it’s strictly bc I’m young and the feels are not real just a way to manipulate me. #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #damaged #Unlovable #Paranoia
... to escape the #Pain . #physically , #mentally , #Emotionally . #ChronicPain plagues an already #damaged, #abused body. But we must persist. Choose to be a #Survivor
#ChildAbuse Survivor, #Coma Survivor, #Narcissitparent Survivor. #PTSD #Anxiety #Depression fighter.
U told me u r falling in love with me but ur in denial!!! How does someone as damaged as me end up with someone like u that told me u do not do commitment in relationships period all of a sudden express these feeling?!?! I do well when u don’t message or call ... I don’t want attachment I want something true something real and every second I hate u u make me regret that thought and then I spiral out of control really bad ... one kiss one worth u have given me and I try hard to not feel these feelings ... I don’t know y I feel this way at all ... the voices in my head r not really fighting and that’s what scares me #damaged #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #scared
I’m fine, I’ve always been fine and I’ll always be fine. Because telling someone that I’m not fine, admitting that I’m not alright, that I’m a broken, miserable mess of a human would make it real. Admitting that I’m not fine would make it real, and it would make the people around me worry, it would make them want to help me when really, there is no helping me. You can’t fix me. The only way to fix me is to erase everything I have lived through, to erase my memories, my experiences, the scars on my body and my soul. I can never say that I'm not fine, but admitting that I'm damaged, that’s a different set of things. I am damaged by what I've lived through. I suffer from it. I have nightmares, it haunts me. I am damaged, and I'll always be fine. Because I know that I can survive. And that’s why I'll always be fine, because I survived, and I'll keep on surviving.
#damaged #Fine #howareyou
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