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Honestly, I have no idea how I feel today. I am "emotionally blind" or something? I can't think clearly either, somehow everything is clouded and through absorbent cotton. I'm watching a series and not watching it at the same time. But food is really nice. I am high for months now, I can‘t live without it. I‘m panicking cause I realized that I have to buy it again. It‘s exhausting and relaxing at the same time. I can‘t stop it. #BPD #Borderline #Emptyness #high #Smoking #Addiction
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A glimpse of a human with mental illnesses
Today has been such a hard day for me. I can’t stop crying, everything seems overwhelming. Tired of feeling so alone. You find out how many people are in your corner once you’re faced with something serious. Hence, I’m having my Epilepsy operation the 28th and realizing you have no one to care for you once you’re discharged, is the saddest, most heartbreaking feeling…. At least I have #TheMighty #Depression #Emptyness #whoami #Anxiety #Loneliness
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Physically beside you but lightyears away. #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Love #Emptyness #Forgiveness #lack of selfworth #Lettinggo
I love her fiercely. I could write a love story like none before based solely on our life as one...
So why can I not say it to her everyday? Why can I not show her how much my life has changed?... How Every.Little.Thoughtful.Word has pieced together a heart and soul which shattered long ago, before she watched
the pieces turned to sand. One by one. She stood by my side waiting for our time. Watching in horror as everyone from my mother and family to friends and exes break me down. Each day of my 'old life' is filled with memories that bounce back and forth between sleepless nights in fear of the terrors, a painful addiction I have allowed to take over. My mind races, I see the faces of my two little ones. Lost to my mother... But safe and together which is what really matters, still every day I cry for hours on end. Missing them is the only pain worse than the fear I have that one day she will wake up and realize that I am not worth the effort, the time or the headache.
Yet everyday as she pulls me close and tells me that day will never come, that no one could ever take my place and I will be at her side for all the coming years of our lives.
#Loveofmylife #amazingwife
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How does one "let go"? My kid was my reason, for everything I did. It's been over a year and I never want to let go. #MomGuilt #Emptyness #AfterSuicideLoss
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little Morty
Helping me with #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #BPD #Anxiety #Depression #Emptyness #Loneliness
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August 9, 2019
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The hardest part of my day is driving home. Walking to my car, I feel alone. Walking to my car, it hits me that I feel alone. I’m scared. How long have you felt this way, Wes? What are you afraid of? How do others cope with loneliness? How do successful and confident people feel when they’re alone? Are they lonely? Do you feel empty? What fills their cup?
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May 23, 2019
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Does anyone else get feelings of happiness in your stomach during anxiety and panic attacks?
It’s hard to explain, maybe more of a euphoric burst of energy. It still a panic attack and I have all the symptoms of one, but I get a burst of energy along with mild butterflies in my stomach. It only lasts a few minutes then it seems to be all over and the anxiety hangover begins. The feeling of being empty, drained, unable to think about anything. #Anxiety #DissociationDisorders #BipolarDisorder #Anxiety hangover #Emptyness
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May 10, 2019
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Confused #Sadness #Emptyness
It’s almost 12 noon now and I still can’t sleep. Listening to gospel music (Hillsong) cause I feel a deep sadness and emptiness and confusion I don’t know who to talk to. 😔
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March 5, 2019
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Hang on in There #HangOnInThere
If it be #Anxiety tying you up in more knots that an old chain, making you feel you can’t break free! #HangOnInThere
If it be #Lowmood making the day feel like it’s weighing heavy on your shoulders, you need to loosen the load and break free. Just #HangOnInThere
If it be #Depression , it’s dark, your #alone , the #tears may roll, the blank #Stare of #Emptyness leave time running and #Thoughts of rational thinking on vacation. Just #HangOnInThere
Our #ChronicIllness may bring our real world into the one we #despair . Later today, maybe tomorrow or a little while longer we WILL feel better. Just #HangOnInThere
We are the #mighty we have each other, when your ready or if you’re already here. Just #HangOnInThere
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