I know this junk.
Birth family of 10! 8 kids 6 males 2 females. Experienced religious trauma! MEN were greater than women. Pastors preaching to the masses. To this day I have not entered a church. Last time I was near a church I was in the car with siblings dressed up for church but had no intention of going into the building but to get the bulletin. Took it home and gave to Mom. Laughing in our rooms.