I HAD a friend #BipolarDisorder #PTSD #SexualTrauma
I had a friend. A very good friend I thought who I met on here. I was open with her and would share everything.
I guess everything was too much. My friend just dropped me. She said I needed help, she said that I was too unstable though I thought I was doing well. She said many hurtful things and now I feel myself really spiraling. If the one person you thought could understand you decided you’re too much to deal with then what does that say about you?
What does that say about your life? Your family? Your husband and children?
I went through a traumatic experience recently and then this added to it… I don’t know how much more I can take. The voices in my head (not lieteral) tend to make me feel like a failure and feel like everyone else is better off without me. How much more do I feel that way now?