Sensory Processing Disorder

To be honest I was bored and I wanted to see how many men would talk to me. I pretended to pose as this girl who looked sexy like a model and so many guys hit her up. When I show a picture of myself, no one really talks to me. I remember coming out the men I catfished that I was not the girl in the picture and I showed them a picture of me and they said I am not appealing and I am ugly. People don’t talk to me and I feel like people don’t treat me the way I want. I mean I have been told I am not the prettiest girl and that’s why I don’t like the way I look. I am not stunning like the people you see on television. I don’t even like taking pictures of myself because I have been called ugly my whole life especially by men. There was this one guy I catfished he went to my dad’s gym. He was white and had big muscles when he found out who I really was, he called me an ugly fat Indian girl lol. It is very hurtful. I rather have my own company than others now. #CheckInWithMe #CheerMeOn #MentalHealth #ADHD #MajorDepressiveDisorder #Depression #Psychosis #Disability #Obesity #ChronicIllness #Bipolar2 #Bipolar1 #BipolarDepression #BipolarDisorder #Anxiety #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #Schizophrenia #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Selfharm #Suicide #SuicidalThoughts #SuicidalIdeation #Trauma #ObsessiveCompulsivePersonalityDisorder #PostTraumaticStressDisorder #PTSD #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #PanicDisorder #PanicAttack #PanicAttacks #SensoryProcessingDisorder #SocialAnxiety #Stroke