Sister

My relationship with my twin sister used to be amazing. We were the best of friends. Then one day a year ago things changed. She was meaner to me than anyone I’ve ever known. And i grew defensive as well over the year. Sometimes we’re nice but 9/10 times it’s negative with her. I tried to fix things by being nice even planning a movie night to hang out. But she invited her friends and I just feel like it’s hopeless. I can’t figure out if it’s even worth trying to be best friends again. Every time we fight I just get sucked deeper into this numb sadness I’ve been trying so hard to get out of. #Family #Sister #sad

#sad #depressed #Family #Sister #help

My sister told me to put some air freshner in my room cuz it smells weird. Like you are smelling the room of a depressed bulimic whose body is breaking down along with her sanity. What on earth do you want I know it might seem silly but it really got on my nerves like I bloody struggle with being alive every.bloody.day. AND SHE IS ONE OF THE MAIN REASONS I HAVE MY ISSUES and then she is commenting on my room's smell #Sister #anger #EatingDisorders

lately I have been thinking about my relationship with my sisters. They have been in a feud before I even come live with them (I lived with my mom for 6 years prior) and once I came emotional and verbal abuse, gas lighting, and manipulation has been hitting me from many sides. But mainly from them. each one trying to make me hate the other. I wasn't even allowed to have a favorite color, style, interests, or anything that I personally likes because it was similar to one of them or one of them did not approve of it. I was attacked and shamed and scolded for struggling with #Bulimia I was locked in a room because my crying was too noisy. and when I say with each of them separately and talked again and again at separate times about what happened and if we can resolve it, both of them never acknowledged that they hurt me and blamed me for all the abuse. I am planning to disconnect with them, only say hi and how are you, and not let them into my life when I get out of the house. does any one have any thoughts? any experience? Is this the right choice? #Abuse #Trauma #Depression #EatingDisorder #Sister #Sibling #manipulation

Five years ago we lost our niece she was 21, her/our family were/are devastated including her 7 year old brother, 6 months ago we lost her mum my best friend of 30 plus years to cancer, diagnosed 9 weeks earlier, her son my nephew is now 12 and has lost half of his family, I can’t cope with the grief how can he? Life is a cruel place to be, sometimes I just don’t want to be here, how do we go on, this is not normal, I don’t know if we will ever be happy again ☹️