Smoke

The #Smoke in Auburn is bad. I can barely see out my window. How do I tell myself the I like the way the smoke #burns my #Lungs ??

#Depression

#wtf

#help

#Addiction

#Pain

#addictiontopain

i smoke weed everyday alongside my mood stabilisers and antidepressents
my thoughts have been pretty extreme/anxious so im going to take a few days off smoking weed
does anybody smoke and get irrational thoughts ?
#BipolarDisorder #BipolarDepression #Bipolar1Disorder #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #weed #Smoke #Anxiety

ive been smoking weed everyday alongside my antipsychotics and depression meds
does any body else smoke ? im not sure if i do it for self medication or habit

#Bipolar #weed #Smoke #selfmedicate #PTSD

I think I may be addicted to weed. The first time I smoked I was around 14/15. I smoked heavily my senior year when I was 18. I stopped for a few years, then got back into it pretty heavily for this whole past year. I have a #Phobia of throwing up, and recently I’ve been feeling nauseous from weed.... I think I may have CHS (if you don’t know what that is, look it up) which is kind of a good thing because I don’t know how else I’d stop using weed (I smoke it & eat edibles) Now that #COVID19 has struck, and I’m stuck alone inside, all I want to do is #Smoke so I can escape. My mind is constantly racing. I don’t feel like I’m living or growing at all, I feel like I’m just here exsisting until my lease is up in August & I’ll probably have to move back in with my parents. I have #BPD so I have a lot of mood swings, but when I’m #PMSing I feel like a 2 year old. I’m just so irritable & whiney & wanna cry all the time but I don’t because I just suppress it. I’m lost, lonely, anxious, depressed & frankly exhausted from just being me. Wish I could find a healthy escape.... I mean I do yoga & meditations but I still just feel...... blah

So, is there anyone up here that is smoking even though their health is already compromised in other ways? Like who really wants to quit but just can’t seem to be able to? #smokingcessation #Smoke #TheChainsmokers #LungDisease #Sarcoidosis