I wake with plans to get so much done. I eat and talk to my mom. I had to do my wash and I said I would clean while the wash was going. I start getting really depressed. I watered my plants then I was done. I pushed myself each step of the way but I still can't do much. Nerve pain from a surgery December 8, 2022 has left me with non stop pain with every breath. Yawning feels like a stab in my lung.
I decided to bring all 4 of my grandkids their birthday presents because I had covid and couldn't before today. Just driving to their house and home left me in so much pain. I keep pushing on but by the end of the day everything hurts and I don't want to be here anymore.