I have always had an affinity for phoenixes, never did I imagine though I would be given the opportunity to rise like one. I’ve watched as neuropathy and anxiety has torn me apart piece by piece. 2018 saw me scared, angry, sad, and suicidal. That being said I will dust off my wings this year and fight for my pain to be heard and will fly towards inner peace. I am a chronic pain warrior poet and I am learning to be proud of that.
My resolutions this year are to work with doctors to try and get surgery on my nerves, lose a bunch of weight, learn how to love myself, and learn how to calm myself in any situation.
This all won’t be easy, I’m not so naive that I don’t get that, but I want it all to happen. I want to fight for my health and happiness.
If you feel as if things are hopeless just know that you aren’t alone, I hear you and I’m listening, you are a warrior and a Phoenix too, you will find a way to fly again despite the pain that holds you to the ground. I believe in you and if you have no one else to say it then I will: I love you and your pain is valid. I’m sending positive vibes and prayers to all of you. I hope 2019 is a year we all end up cherishing, and thank you for being such a warm and welcoming community to me and so many others. Best wishes! #Anxiety #ChronicPain #ChronicIllness #RareDisease #Neuropathy #Positivity #NewYearsResolutions #MightyPoets #MightyTogether #PositiveVibes #chronicillnesswarrior #Everythingwillbealright #2019