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The Killers-Everything will be alright

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Doo-doo, doo-doo
I believe in you and me
I'm coming to find you if it takes me all night
Wrong until you make it right
And I won't forget you
At least I'll try and run, and run tonight
Everything will be alright
Everything will be alright
Everything will be alright
Everything will be alright
Everything will be alright
Everything will be alright
Alright, alright, alright, alright, alright
La, la, la, la, la, oh-ho
I wasn't shopping for a doll
To say the least, I thought I've seen them all
But then you took me by surprise
I'm dreaming 'bout those dreamy eyes
I never knew, I never knew
So take your suitcase, 'cause I don't mind
And baby doll, I meant it every time
You don't need to compromise
I'm dreaming 'bout those dreamy eyes
I never knew, I never knew but it's alright, alright
Everything will be alright
Everything will be alright
Everything will be alright
Everything will be alright
Everything will be alright
Everything will be alright
Everything will be alright
Everything will be alright
Everything will be alright
Everything will be alright
Everything will be alright
Everything will be alright
It will be alright

#Depression #TakeItOneDayAtATime #BipolarDepression #Everythingwillbealright #Anxiety #PTSD #Music #ChronicPain #ChronicIllness #Disabled #Disability

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Fly Little Phoenix Fly in 2019

I have always had an affinity for phoenixes, never did I imagine though I would be given the opportunity to rise like one. I’ve watched as neuropathy and anxiety has torn me apart piece by piece. 2018 saw me scared, angry, sad, and suicidal. That being said I will dust off my wings this year and fight for my pain to be heard and will fly towards inner peace. I am a chronic pain warrior poet and I am learning to be proud of that.

My resolutions this year are to work with doctors to try and get surgery on my nerves, lose a bunch of weight, learn how to love myself, and learn how to calm myself in any situation.

This all won’t be easy, I’m not so naive that I don’t get that, but I want it all to happen. I want to fight for my health and happiness.

If you feel as if things are hopeless just know that you aren’t alone, I hear you and I’m listening, you are a warrior and a Phoenix too, you will find a way to fly again despite the pain that holds you to the ground. I believe in you and if you have no one else to say it then I will: I love you and your pain is valid. I’m sending positive vibes and prayers to all of you. I hope 2019 is a year we all end up cherishing, and thank you for being such a warm and welcoming community to me and so many others. Best wishes! #Anxiety #ChronicPain #ChronicIllness #RareDisease #Neuropathy #Positivity #NewYearsResolutions #MightyPoets #MightyTogether #PositiveVibes #chronicillnesswarrior #Everythingwillbealright #2019

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I’m afraid of #Relapse with my #Selfharm #Depression #SuicideIdeation

I am a #SuicideAttemptSurvivors I had #SuicideAttempt some years ago. It has taken me years to get to where I am mentally today. I learned it took years for me to even find the will to live again. Sometimes I don’t think I fully have it. With #ChronicPain #ChronicIllness it makes managing my #BipolarDisorder so much more difficult. I #TakeItOneDayAtATime however I fear I will relapse, begin to self harm or even attempt suicide again. The weight of my illnesses bears down on me & feels relentless. With no release or break from it I feel helpless & worn down like I will eventually collapse under the weight of it all. I have to try to stay strong but I’m so afraid. Once my mind is in that place it’s hard to recognize the warning signs & pull away. I’ve done very well for the past years and that also scares me, it’s like I’m waiting for the ticking time bomb that is my depression & #Anxiety to just explode all over my life again. I’m trying to remain strong, but it’s hard. I’m afraid if my illnesses get the better of me, this time I won’t just put myself in the ICU, this time I will succeed in killing myself. That scares me but dwelling on that fear is also not healthy. I just have to tell myself to take it one day at a time & that #Everythingwillbealright the hard part is believing that though when your life is a constant struggle to gain some sort of quality of life despite your illness. Just remember though, we are not our illnesses, we have them but they do not have us! The moment they do that’s when you falter. I deserve love, I deserve peace, I deserve happiness. You deserve love, you deserve peace, you deserve happiness.

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