Feelinglost

▪︎ " So Remember On My Last Post I Said That I Had 3 Suitor's... But Only One Caught My Eye... Since Then I Have Been Feeling Like I Messed Up Badly By Passing The Guy That Was Very Nice.. Up Because My Lovely Anxiety Got In The Way.. Now I'm Feeling Like I Will Never See This Person That I Hit It Off With Again... Which Sux Because We Definitely Have Chemistry And Alot In Common... Sigh!!! OH WELL!!! • I Alway's Seem To Get Veteran's That Hit On Me The Most.. Which Is Funny.. I Guess The Universe And The God's Are Trying To Tell Me.. To Try Again... L.M.F.A.O " ° Sincerely, × Skaoi Kvitravn #Thought 's #Depression

when you are trusting medical professionals and they lie? I had multiple swabs in places I didn't know could be swabbed over a high fever and was put into quarentine for multiple days. I was on a high dose antibiotic. I had a lung xray as well. Days later was told my swabs were clear, I have a spot on my lung impacting my breathing and I must have had a cold. I recieved major surgery days later..likely still full of pnemonia 🥺 I woke up on oxygen from surgery. They claimed it was from the drugs they knocked me out with. I recently got access to my xrays and reports...my xray says "pnemonia". 😭 Why ..why ..why was I not told. 😭 why tell me its a spot ?? It isn't a big deal in most ways since I survived but why lie? Why not tell me its nothing when its pnemonia? Why force all this stuff and claim its a cold?? Then rush me in for my surgery??!! Then they wonder why I have medical anxiety 😭😭🥺 #whattheliteralf #medicalanxiety #pnemonia #fluidinlung #feelingangry #Feelinglost
I just want to be okay... 😭

I go to work everyday and feel like I am the only one in my department who even tries anymore. Our leader is pulled in several different directions and my other 2 coworkers barely do anything to help, except talk down about each other to me. I was told the other day I wasn't doing enough but my coworkers get to walk around and talk all day instead of work with no repercussions. I loved this job because I wouldn't have to deal with the public as much anymore but now I feel like I can't even do anything right anymore. #Feelinglost #depressed

My MRI results came back as normal & ENT have discharged me.

I’m not quite sure what to do. Does this mean I have to deal with migraines for the rest of my life now? My hearing randomly going? The pain and mental attacks from the increases during colds etc?

I know, I should be grateful that it’s normal. But I’m just feeling lost and frustrated. There’s no plan now other than just having to deal with it.

#Sinus #ent #MRI #symptoms #ChronicPain #ChronicMigraines #Hearing #MentalHealth #Feelinglost #normal #WhatNow

I am type 1 bipolar. I was on abilify for several years. I stopped taking it about a year ago I guess. I didn’t feel s difference.

Currently I am struggling with depression. I’m doing a good job pretending to be fine, but I know I am not. I feel numb. I hate my job. I’m
Always tired. Completely unmotivated to do anything.
Even things I used to love doing. If I didn’t have to leave my house I wouldn’t.

How do I get out of this? It’s affecting my marriage. It’s effecting my relationships with friends, the few I have left, and family.

Everything is hard. How can I be numb and in pain at the same time?

I have just been diagnosed with BPD after suggesting it to my doctor, I was told I had severe depression with generalised anxiety and panic attacks. I've tried most antidepressants but I'd find they'd stop working after a while and I'd still feel depressed. So I'm also medication resistant. I'm still waiting for my time2talk self referral I'm just hoping they can help with the right therapy. I was told DBT is the right therapy for me, I feel overwhelmed and relieved at the same time. I guess I feel lost at sea... I've found lately I always feel burnt out and exhausted.

I just wondered if anyone has any suggestions of books or what I can do to help myself and get my head around the diagnosis ❤🙏🏻

I joined this Support app a few days ago & im So glad I did! I’ve had More Support & Encouragement from a wide variety of people, than from my own husband! I’m So glad & relieved I have a safe place to have an outlet without judgement or yelling or criticizing. I’m able to express how I feel & so many people genuinely care & offer their encouragement & support without any strings attached & are non judgemental. I can’t Thank All those enough who have shown me so much support & Encouragement, throughout these last 2 days! I also want to give a Huge Shout out to the developer & Creater of this App!! YOU ROCK!!! 🤟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟 This Support App is Absolutely Amazing!! #themightyrocks #LoveTheMighty #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #PTSD #Depression #MentalSupport #MentalIllness #Feelinglost #FeelingAlone #IHateMentalillness