Flashbackfriday

#Flashbackfriday

"Let me help you."

This again. "No."

"You've been sitting here for most of the day. Instead of isolating yourself in this dark corner, let's talk about what's troubling you."

"If he comes closer, I'm going to attack him."

"Anger, I'm not going to let you hurt Compassion. Relax. He's just trying to help."

"Compassion, there's nothing new that you haven't heard. I just need time. If I sit still long enough, breathe deeply long enough, this too will pass."

"What will pass?"

"Did you not hear Sorrow? Back off. Now!"

"Stop it, Anger! You're shouting is not helping! Both of you, stop talking or I'll end us all by jumping!"

They whisper in unison, "We can't swim…"

#Flashbackfriday

Last Year, I was just finish moving in my own place, ... in november to be more specifict ... At 44 years , it’s about time ...
... My dad is FINALLY FAR FROM ME ... and it’s also about time too.

I’m far from him ... but say hello to the real trauma period.
... When everything cool down ...
... Your body start to relaxe and it’s like a big hit in the face ... BOOM! post traumatic’s syndrome ... very hard for me to accept it.

I still am wondering why some people jumped into the conclusion that the trigger for my depression was a break up from a past relationship... I am surprised even the first time I heard it from an older colleague... and then from another... To be honest, it is sickening and confusing. It was a brief, superficial relationship after all and I was able to cope up sooner than I expected since it was the first... Anyway, I am more worried of the people in the workplace who I think are the real triggers of my condition... but there are friends... and then there are foes... I hope I’ll continually learn dealing with different personalities... #messedup

You never realize how your childhood affects you until you’re sitting in a therapist office crying. #ChildhoodDisorders #BipolarDisorder #BPD #Flashbackfriday