Life… I guess
I have been struggling lately. Somehow all my medical history now wants to make me weak from the knees and push me down. I got diagnosed 2016 knee OA, 2024 endo stage 4 excision surgery and total hysterectomy for adenomyosis. 2025 total knee replacement for treating OA. This year fibromyalgia diagnose. I have normalized pain for the last 17 years of my 42 y of life and I feel tired. Tired to have been able to build still a career and life to myself and children and for everyone outside I’m not allowed to be weak. Actually no one believes the seriousness of my pain bc it doesn’t show. I have been called hypohondric, attention seeker, drug addict and so on. And it’s so isolating. To have a successful life from the outside and be trapped in my own body wo a right to step back and be vulnerable and people around me say it’s in your head…I do see psychiatrist every week for the past 9 months or so and I have tryed not to abandon myself…. But f**ck it’s hard.
#Depression #Endometriosis #Fibromyalgia #Osteoarthritis
