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    #Still i am not fully healthy from my brain surgery though I am told that this surgery was a good one and yet I will suffer memory disability. People in two congregations ask only for money denying membership without a pledge of money. One congregation denied any visitation because I was not a member of the church. I was on a ward of a Behavioral Health Hospital. Yet, i was denied visiting bassed on membership. I will maintain my membership with my online church and they require absolutely no money. The say give from my heart. So I will.

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    #Still Control ; Fear

    I really thought..I was strong.. enough to stand my ground .. with all the abuse I somehow managed to exist through. He got deeper than anyone else have.. miniscule as it was..I have been great at the fight or flight act ; me taking the latter. The majority of emotional and physical abuse came at the hand of the woman who gave birth to me... behind her footprint would me a legacy abusers..she placed me with them as she continued to live.. sometimes weeks later..she would pop in for a couple days ; remembering in those unscheduled moments. She had a girl child...who was never allowed to disagree/taking the words of my perpetrators at face value.. Although a great deal of the marks made by un straighten wire hangers now are covered ..When I take a shower..It apparent to this unknown part of me ....It still stings..as I still fear being hit today..my reality few understand why I stop fighting back..Use to it...Use to wanting to run...The seclusion where there's no expectation...I wonder sometime wether or not they think about me. The black sheep the disappointment...I wish they knew how long it took..be thrown away..

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    My Day

    I just wanted to brag for a moment, and thought that the Mighty was a good place to do it.
    I got up this morning, but only sat in bed for a half a cup of coffee, not my usual two, not wanting to get up. I got dressed right away and took Little Man out (he's my Service Dog and best friend).
    My apartment is full of work spaces, I use everything as work benches because I'm working on about 346 different projects at the same time. Tools are everywhere. Pieces and parts and gadgets and ideas are everywhere.
    Well, today I completely cleared one whole table,4'x 8', FINISHED nine projects! 9 !!!
    For me, lately has been pretty much bad. My body is failing because of who I used to be, which is a whole nother story. My brain is going downhill because of the stroke, and my depression is hard to ignore.
    But..... today I got up and LIVED!!! I put one foot in front of the other and kept going!!!
    My body will regret it tomorrow, but today was worth it! I lived.
    Tell me about your day? Anything exciting, different, funny, inspirational?

    #bi polar
    #Manic depression
    #suicidal ideation
    #Suicide attempts
    #Stroke
    #heart attack
    #Childhood traumas
    #losing hope
    #Still trying hard
    #warrior

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    #Still awake

    Hi anyone,
    3:25am in Brisbane now, my mind it going a million miles an hour and I should be fast asleep 😴 for my 6:45am start 😔
    Wingnut77

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    What do do.

    I tried posting what I've been experiencing past few days and the administration of this site will not all it to be posted. Kept spinning. Thank you. I believe it's time to end what I was hoping to be way to Express myself without being condemned like by everyone else in my life has done. You all try to take care of yourself the best you and good luck with your doctors. #Still praying and hoping. Jeff A.
    #ChronicPain

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    #Still can't figure out how this works!.I need assistance please

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    Hi All, I #Wanted to share Bushkin ♥️♥️🙏🙏🦅🦅⛵️⛵️🐱🐱🍦🍦

    Yesterday actually think it was the day before 🐶🐱👍🦅🙏realized the autumn is really here and I talked to my good friend who has been very sick this summer and she is struggling with the cool autumn and winter to follow too soon and we had a great talk and were able to give support to each other with our health issues and our dogs ♥️♥️🙏🙏👍🦆Bushkin said it feels as if the hot summer through us off and I sure hope I can reach out to the place that I order from and add some food because we will need to add some more things because I need to back up our food supply and make sure that we get the order together to come by Tuesday
    Bushkin knows how long the winters are here and we just need to reset our lives to get things in place so we can sit back and enjoy the fall weather and that seems to just be almost here with only glimpse of the summer before we are going to be stuck in the cold weather and long dark nights:-(( Sorry that we both kind of woke up to this and are dealing with it but it seemed as if as usual we had a hot summer and now we have to tighten up the old house and move on to accept the cooler weather and relax because we both know that we do this every year and accept it and move on to taking photos of sunrises .
    So we are accepting the season but both felt as if the season skipped a beat and now we are going full steam into fall season ♥️🙏🦅👍❤️✝️⛵️🐶🐱😊😊
    Enjoy your holiday weekend and the weather is going to do whatever and we are very very happy to have you all and our good friends and fur family of course 🐱😊⛵️👍🦅🐶🙏✝️♥️🍪🍦🦞#Still some great days ahead and we will wish you all a great Holiday weekend 👍👍♥️♥️🐶🐶🐱🐱😊😊🍪🍦⛵️off to chill with Lily and my friend is chilling with her sweet Hound Kensie ♥️♥️⛵️🦅⛵️🦅😊😊🍪🍪🍦🍦Have to add the extra comfort food 🥘🐶😊🍪🐱🙏😊👍🦅⛵️🍪

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    #Still here and still fighting

    #It 's been at least a year since https://posted.after #Reading the replys that people have left to my questions and thoughts. I'm finding it hard to #relate to all of these people who have taken the time to read and reply,sadly I'm more used having things I say and do used against me.#ThankYou to everyone on this amazingly kind place I've found some peace

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    Still Standing #mirror #CheckInWithMe

    Good Morning Mighty Family

    Work on being in love

    With the person in the

    Mirror who has

    Been through so much but

    Is still Standing.

    If you are like me. I dont like looking in the mirror very much.
    But I'm working on it.
    The same as I'm working on loving me for who I am. ME

    I'm still standing and so are you, and I'm proud that I am.
    Love n hugs on this Sunday morning.
    Tj 😘🤗💕🙃😀☺️😶☺️🐾🐱🐯😉💪🌺💐 #Still standing #mirror #ME #you #Us #Brave #Anxiety #MentalHealth #loveyourselves #Selflove #Bekindtoyourself #TrigeminalNeuralgia #GlossopharyngealNeuralgia #RareDisease #ChronicPain #ChronicIllness

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    The Pet Memory# garden

    Trying to reach Rachel about a lot of issues # I took some pics with the iPad Pro and hope to find them :-) Also just told PresidentTrump "Thanks for the Stimulus check " Got nothing for 911 but was surprised to get anything but glad of course :-))
    So sick of Lyme and Fibromyalgia and many health issues :-( I worry about Rachel because she lives in TickvilleMA #Still do not get these bashtags ❓🐶🐾♥️🍀🤞♥️🙀

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